if only you could see me now,
smiling no sign of a frown,
living in solitude
but livin it large.
long gone the days of doubt
i won't make it
no longer a thought
i can't hack it
no longer a resource
tears of joy
running down my face
a smile of hope
a cry of joy
im alive today
i can happily say
if only you could see me now
you wouldn't doubt.
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basically everyone gave up on me a year back, except for a couple of people, for a reason, but surprisingly i've survived and very glad to have.
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id rather live in an illusion than face harsh reality
smiling no sign of a frown,
living in solitude
but livin it large.
long gone the days of doubt
i won't make it
no longer a thought
i can't hack it
no longer a resource
tears of joy
running down my face
a smile of hope
a cry of joy
im alive today
i can happily say
if only you could see me now
you wouldn't doubt.
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basically everyone gave up on me a year back, except for a couple of people, for a reason, but surprisingly i've survived and very glad to have.
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id rather live in an illusion than face harsh reality
