beanpoophead
Bluelighter
Gave it up too you
didn’t even blink an eye
couldn’t bare enough skin
to say goodnight, quite yet
I let you take
what I was waiting for
white wedding dress said goodbye
and im now im scared
cold and bare in my fair skin
wondering why I let go
everything went, so slow
and it could have been easy
to just say no
at least I don’t feel the pain
don’t regret whispering your name
on the night of nights when the stars
shone so bright, down on the world
we slept together in
so scared now, so bare I am in you
let you see me for what I was
I could not hide the ugly truth
and what if what we did
is growing up inside of me
and there’s nothing I can do
im so afraid of what
I could have had control over
didn’t have to feel this way, right now
didn’t have to wonder what could be
if only I was strong
I always promised I would be
but now I have to deal
with all the possibilities
and scare myself for all these days
that are to come, ahead of me
if only I was strong
it wouldn’t be this way
didn’t even blink an eye
couldn’t bare enough skin
to say goodnight, quite yet
I let you take
what I was waiting for
white wedding dress said goodbye
and im now im scared
cold and bare in my fair skin
wondering why I let go
everything went, so slow
and it could have been easy
to just say no
at least I don’t feel the pain
don’t regret whispering your name
on the night of nights when the stars
shone so bright, down on the world
we slept together in
so scared now, so bare I am in you
let you see me for what I was
I could not hide the ugly truth
and what if what we did
is growing up inside of me
and there’s nothing I can do
im so afraid of what
I could have had control over
didn’t have to feel this way, right now
didn’t have to wonder what could be
if only I was strong
I always promised I would be
but now I have to deal
with all the possibilities
and scare myself for all these days
that are to come, ahead of me
if only I was strong
it wouldn’t be this way
