If nothing else...

Boy when you do what you do to me
Everything is the way it should be
You make me feel like I'm living a dream,

Tell me it's real
Cause I'm telling you
You take my breath away
I swear to you
You take my breath away

Boy I've been waiting for you all my life
I see my soul when I look in your eyes
You've taken me completely by surprise

Tell me it's real
Cause I'm telling you
You take my breath away
I swear to you
You take my breath away
I'm speaking truths
You take my breath away
I swear to you
You take my breath away

You don't have to promise me forever
All I'm asking you for is tonight
You need to take some time and see where this is going
Boy it feels so right when we hold each other tight

Oh Yeah

Tell me it's real
Cause I'm telling you
You take my breath away
I swear to you
You take my breath away
Honestly you do
You take my breath away
I'm speaking truths
You take my breath away
I ain't lying to you
You take my breath away
I'm speaking truths
You take my breath away
I swear to you
You take my breath away
Honestly you do

I feel normal around you
I feel more like me with you
No Pill could do what you do
You call me psycho
I call it determination
You call it a fling
I thought it was love
You broke my heart, did you even notice?

Can we start over again? This can't be the end.

All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
that can't be true, can it?
words to hurt?
thought you could mean it?
why did you say them?

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you.

Maybe I'm psycho
Maybe I'm insane
but then isn't that the cool part?
being morbid all stimmed up.

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
don't ask me why
like you like to do
cause I don't know completely why...

I shouldn't want you like I do
I shouldn't love you like I do
I got obligations and complications and all that other stuff
but I can't seem to let you go
your on my mind each day.
Every day I hope one day I'll get a second chance.

I know your ego
I know I boost it when I say stuff like this
They're not just words to get me some ass
Its truth, and knowing me you should know that's true.

You said you loved me
I never thought love was so indispensable
I thought love was hard to forget, hard to forget
how can you tell me now that you don't care?
I thought love was more than sex...?
Did you even love me? or were they just words....?

You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you.

I thought that we had fun
I thought those nights were cool
I had more ideas
but thought you mind find them lame
maybe i should have said them?

You said you loved me
I said nothing in return
I should have said "I heart you too"
I never did, I was scared
Is that why you gave up on me?

It's been awhile since we saw each other
since we spoke, voice to voice
it's been days since you've even been online
have you disappeared
this magic act is not like you
even to your online "friends"
we worry about you bru
I worry about you

Then again you know how I'm a worry wart
even though you have "help"
I still worry about you
cause you know
that's how real good friends roll.

I said things out of anger, I hope you know I didn't mean them
I was hurt, and not just from you, from alot of messed up things
Then include the jelous ex, who I hope didn't do you any trouble
that would hurt me even more if he did, cause I know it would be in part my fault.

You said that it was backstab by proxy
but that would emply I said anything to anyone at all
I told you I am not a rat and never will be
unless you include a locked journal, then pardon my weakness of writing stuff down
it's my hobby, was supposed to be my profession
it's usually my MOUTH that gets me into trouble
but I guess it was my writing this time.

You backstabbed me too
the words
the things you said and did
you never even defined us until apparently we broke it off
then i was the psycho fling
once you called me the pretty girlfriend
the pretty girl
your girl
Now I'm just "that psycho fling".

I told you I would never give up on you
I could wait forever for forgiveness
apparently that defines me as a psycho
I thought I was being a good friend
I thought that's how love rolled.....

Maybe I was wrong?
Maybe Ive listened to one too many love songs?
I shouldve kept it real
Eminem is realer than real right?
even your hero speaks of love
how does that flow, how does he roll?
He ain't all murder and drugs
he's kids, wife, everyday life
a song is just that
a song
he writes to make a buck
he's had good luck
it doesn;t mean everything he writes is real
even though he gives that feel
he says whats real.....just not in his life......just the world in general.

How would I like to grow up to be just like you?
If it meant one more second with you?
If it meant saving myself from stupid past mistakes throughout my life
If it meant saving myself from so much heartbreak
If it meant saving someone from rape
then HELL YA, I wanna grow up to be just like you..... even though you are just 22, and I'm somewhat older.

I'm sure you have been through hell and back, even not meaning work
we've both been through our own hell's
I might not understand where you've been, what you've done
but haven't I been there before....before when I was there when you had to let it go
let it flow
I was there to catch you when you fell
that day anyhow
I would catch you every time, every day, anyway I could........ you know I would.....at least I hope you do.

I was going to leave it all, risk it all, be on my own again
just so you could be mine
just so we could be lovers in the night, in MY bed.


Your reason's why we couldn't be don't flow with me
they are just lines you feed when you don't want to feel
I know you've been hurt not long ago
I understand you need your time to heal
I was willing to wait, wait as long as you needed
cause you know, you should know, that's how GOOD friends roll, how my love rolls.

Now Im blind
I know not what of you
I hope you are okay
you know me
i worry too much not to come make sure
did you really leave?
Will I ever know?
Where are you?
How are you?
are you still alive?
Will I ever know?
Did you really leave? or just said that so I would never show up?

I must end this sonet, this letter, this rant?

I hope you know all these words are real, it's how I feel, it's me, the REAL me, how I roll,

how my heart and love flow.....

you know me, where I am, my digits, where I can be found, I've leaped n leaped over again, getting hurt each time
now It's your time to leap and trust that I will be there to catch you, cause I will, I hope you know.

I am really worried about you, no one online has heard from you in days,
I should call but have you changed it? would you even take my call?
I might try later today, if nothing else answer and tell me your alright
if nothing else CALL ME and tell me you're alright
Don't keep me worrying to the point I come looking for you.....
cause you know I will.....
I will until I know you're alright.

Call that psycho
Call me psycho
Call me whatever

I just want to know you're alive
that you're alright
that you didn't die during the night.

If nothing else......
 
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