if nothing changes, nothing changes.

it will get worse before it gets any better, bottom vs bottom, 'my recovery is my responsibility', meaning, i am getting sober for me, not for anyone else.

my soberiety date is august, 22nd, 2016 and i am truly grateful to say that because it's 100% true, and i don't have to make that shit up. today i do not have to put another one in me, as long as i keep my higher power dear and close to me, and no matter who fucking loves me leaves me or dies I WILL NOT PICK UP! and i will be damned if another mans or woman's actions gets me fucked up. JUST FOR TODAY!

its always fucking dark before the sunrise, i have to keep that thought when i'm dealing with life on life.

everyday gets better the longer i stay free from alcohol and drugs.

until next time,
drew

 

That's awesome Ds, the last time I used heroin was August 13th, 2016 so right around the same time

Are you planning on going back to doing the linesman work at some point? Seemed like you were doing pretty well with that

 

thats really great subotai! yeah heroin has been killing off a lot of my friends so now is like the best time to quit!

i'm not 100% sure yet. i've been thinking about getting into helping other addicts and alcoholics. who knows.. i might one day work in a treatment center. ^_^

 

Happy for you brother. Give me a call sometime