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If I could make things better.

Angelight

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I would give everything i had to cure your pain...just make life seem a little brighter. I would make the sun shine everyday for you if i could. Be the strength you need to get through the day...the agonizing day.
If i could erase all the bad from your life, make the past go away, make the future look healthy i would. I would lay across the tracks to help you...just to help you.
If i could stop this loud noise that is crowding your head i would shut off the boom and turn on the music. I would make everything sound clear and crystal and happy. I would mute the volume.
If i could build you a house where you could be safe i would build it with my own hands, and lock the door and seal the windows and give you everything you needed within one blink of an eye, within one simple reach.
If i could grow you the most beautiful garden of life i would plant every seed carefully, making sure that each flower grew to perfection, make sure each bud bloomed to be as beautiful as you are, as beautiful as your mind is.
If i could give you all the laughter in the world i would tell jokes every second, jump around naked, make funny faces, and say stupid things Just to make you laugh all day long, just to see you smile without a care in the world.
If i could remove all the pain you are feeling within your heart i would kiss it away as best as i could. I would take it from you stomp on it and give you a brand new one full of love and happiness. I would teach your new heart all that you taught my old one.
If i could open myself up and show you how you have changed my life i would tell you how much i love you every second of everyday. I would tell you how for the rest of my life you will be in my thoughts. I would tell you how great and wonderful i think you are and express how i am blessed that i got to learn from somebody like you. I would thank you from the bottom of my soul for teaching me about who i really am, and how capable i am to be stronger than i ever thought was possible.
If i could prevent what may happen to us i would, i would greave and cry and scream until somewhere up there someone heard how much this might hurt me. I would make this not happen to our future, the future we really wanted. I would throw myself into your arms and make you hold me there forever.
If i could give you everything you have given me and more, i would put it in a box wrapped in pink paper covered in glitter sparkles just like i like it. I would make you keep it with you forever and ever.
If i could make you all better i would do it...without even a thought...i would tell you i am gonna love you forever, and ever, and ever...no matter where we happen to end up. for all this is said, i love you.
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i havn't posted in a while in this forum...even though i moderate it...for a long while my creativity just wasn't flowing. It crazy how when something bad happens you get all that back. Hmm ok well maybe this wasn't that creative...and well i think most of you know and see what this is about...
i kind of just had to get this out...its amazing how much you can love someone. For all of you those out there with people to love, the one you get to fall asleep with at night, the ones who you get to hold there hand and walk down the street, the one you get to crack jokes at and make fun of, the one who truly brings joy to your life and that you can cherish everyday. Hold them a little tighter than you did last night, tell them how much you love them one more time, make them smile a little extra...and tell them you will love them forever. Because sometimes forever is too short.
much love,
ange
[This message has been edited by Angelight (edited 05 September 2001).]
 
Angela:
That was beautiful.
Please remember that you guys are NOT alone in this. We will take care of you as best we can.
Both of you: Hang in there. For me.
Love,
Spedly
 
Ange u both r in my thoughts....
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Baby, you are making things better, and for that I love you (but I would HOPE that you already knew that).
 
*sniff*
that was beautiful sweetie. dave is lucky to have you in his life. and you are so right about forever being too short.
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E-girl
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*Choice, not chance, determines destiny*
"November is all I know."
 
((((Angie)))
I know the feeling....being in love is the best thing that can happened to someone...Everyday I let Wyrm know how much I love him and adore him.
 
*wipes tears*
You both are in my thoughts everyday.
*hugs*
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Weep not sad soul, nor forget, that sunrise never failed us yet.
 
Angela,
I started to cry when I read this. It hit just a little too close to home. My husband fell terminally ill back in January of 2000. The doctors can't tell us how long he has but the end is definately near. Watching someone young die, and I mean the process of dying, is the hardest thing I will ever do. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't stop and think about what I will do without him, especially since he has been in my life since I was 14. Worst of all we have a 4 year old child who adores his father imensely.The thought of having to tell him that his father is gone scares me to death. I know that it will break his little heart. When he first got sick we thought that it would be quick, but that was just not the case. The illness has dragged on and on slowly taking his life away. I'm not sure what is worse, having it go by quickly or having to wait it out. I watch him and the life that he lost, I say lost because he already has lost his life he just isn't dead yet, and I wonder if any of it was worth it. I mean the pain when it is gone.
We have learned a lot about ourselves during his illness. Our relationship is the strongest it has ever been mainly because we have forgotten all the hurt that we have ever caused each other in the past. Suddenly none of it seems important anymore.
I really don't know what else to write since I don't know the situation that you are in fully. But let me know if there is anything that I can do to help.
 
guys- thanks for your kind words...
Bookie, hang in there sweetie, i can and can't imagine what you are going through, if you ever need to talk u can im me anythime, i am always up for some cheering up...Life unfortunatley is too difficult, and i will never truly why bad things happen to such good people. I am gonna tell you what everyone else is telling me, although our situations are quite different, be strong, hang in there, you will get through this.
Much love and light.
Ange
 
sorry ange i have not been around to read your works,, but this was awesome,,
love the work you put into it and what it stands for,,, awesome!
love you girlie
 
oh, ange... you brought tears to my eyes, seriously, that was beautiful...keep you head up high and remember that we all love you.
xoxo
Christine
 
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