CitioKid
Bluelighter
So, its been five days since I took ibogaine and I'm still out of it. Completely clear-headed, but my mind is so slow its still a bit of a challenge writing clearly and making conversation. Ibogaine is by far the most interesting thing i have taken - nothing like a hallucinogen. It really does just put you into a dream state. I actually have almost complete amnesia of the trip, which I have never heard of in any experience report before.
I took it for opiate addiction. switched from suboxone to kratom a month ago, then to oxycodone 5 days before the trip.
I had a friend/practitioner to trip sit me, which i needed.
took the ibogaine in a series of small doses every 45 minutes. within a few minutes of taking the first dose i started to feel it. no visual noise, no open eye hallucinations, just a calm, dreamy state.
i had been very nervous about possible nausea, as i have a very very sensitive stomach and tend to projectile vomit from anything that makes people nauseous. i didn't get even the tiniest bit quesy in the end thank god, which may have been slightly helped with an anti-emetic i took before hand, but i think i would have been fine either way.
so the trip is coming on, and i lye in my bed, and damn its coming on strong. i hear the tribal people chanting to me, and i'm in an auditorium looking up into a tunnel of twisting colors and human voices singing. this is the last clear memory i have for the next 48 hours.
I have COMPLETE AMNESIA of the trip/ don't remember anything at all.
my parents and trip sitters filled me in a bit. i peed on my floor. i wandered through my house ass naked infront of everyone without realizing it. babbled nonsense, but had a big smile on my face the entire time i'm told. i peed on the toilet paper roll, and had people behind me at all time to clean up my frequent pees.
i have vague memories of dreams i had, but recalling them is like recalling dreams from ten years ago, very faint.
so i take the stuff sunday night, and my memory starts coming mostly back by mid-wednesday. didn't sleep a wink until just last night (thursday) with the help of 10mg diazepam.
the ibogaine removed all of my withdrawals. yes i couldn't sleep which sucked, and felt some restlessness, but the depression and misery of the wd's (the mental part, which i way worse than the physical) was totally removed. its been so interesting feeling some physical wd's but none mentally. the ibogaine fills your body with a heavy, slow feeling that fills up some recptor in your brain that blocks it.
anyways, i'm still processing the trip, and am still heavily under the influence of the ibogaine 5 days later. will keep you posted.
I took it for opiate addiction. switched from suboxone to kratom a month ago, then to oxycodone 5 days before the trip.
I had a friend/practitioner to trip sit me, which i needed.
took the ibogaine in a series of small doses every 45 minutes. within a few minutes of taking the first dose i started to feel it. no visual noise, no open eye hallucinations, just a calm, dreamy state.
i had been very nervous about possible nausea, as i have a very very sensitive stomach and tend to projectile vomit from anything that makes people nauseous. i didn't get even the tiniest bit quesy in the end thank god, which may have been slightly helped with an anti-emetic i took before hand, but i think i would have been fine either way.
so the trip is coming on, and i lye in my bed, and damn its coming on strong. i hear the tribal people chanting to me, and i'm in an auditorium looking up into a tunnel of twisting colors and human voices singing. this is the last clear memory i have for the next 48 hours.
I have COMPLETE AMNESIA of the trip/ don't remember anything at all.
my parents and trip sitters filled me in a bit. i peed on my floor. i wandered through my house ass naked infront of everyone without realizing it. babbled nonsense, but had a big smile on my face the entire time i'm told. i peed on the toilet paper roll, and had people behind me at all time to clean up my frequent pees.
i have vague memories of dreams i had, but recalling them is like recalling dreams from ten years ago, very faint.
so i take the stuff sunday night, and my memory starts coming mostly back by mid-wednesday. didn't sleep a wink until just last night (thursday) with the help of 10mg diazepam.
the ibogaine removed all of my withdrawals. yes i couldn't sleep which sucked, and felt some restlessness, but the depression and misery of the wd's (the mental part, which i way worse than the physical) was totally removed. its been so interesting feeling some physical wd's but none mentally. the ibogaine fills your body with a heavy, slow feeling that fills up some recptor in your brain that blocks it.
anyways, i'm still processing the trip, and am still heavily under the influence of the ibogaine 5 days later. will keep you posted.