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Ibogaine 800mg, First Time, SAVED FROM ADDICTION

Thanks for sharing your experience. I found it interesting to read about something I'd not heard of before.

Good luck :)
 
It's something I've always been dying to try, though for self-actualisation rather than for curing addiction. The problem with me isn't about getting ahold of it but, rather, in feeling safe enough to take it medically. I realise that in a small percentage of cases, there can be medical problems arise from it which makes me wary to take it withotu medical supervision and support. This could end up costing thousands of pounds though.
 
Anybody else catch the episode about Ibogaine on CSI Las Vegas ?

Interesting episode.
 
I wonder how daily followup (low) doses of ibogaine would work? I wonder if it has the same anti-addictive qualities taken in low doses.

It doesn't sound too terribly healthy for the body (all the reports I've read, extreme nausea, dizziness, blackouts, etc etc).

Is the pharmacology of ibogaine known?
 
what an awesome report. i am fighting alcoholism now, and it is getting to the point where i am desperate. i just can't stop drinking and it is such an awful feeling to want to stop something so bad, and at the same time want it so much.

i wish i could get a hole of ibogaine, but i haven't a clue where to get some. i researched the clinics, and will pay 4 grand if i have to, but would prefer to do it in the safe haven of my home.

thanks for the report!
 
thanks sweetie. i am not the type who likes to talk about it in depth though. i would rather suffer in silence. unless of course i am trashed :D you would probably get a pm then ;)
 
one hunderead percent leagal.

There is no way that laws can stop people from taking this drug. Drugs give you problems. (bad) Drugs fix the problems. (GOOD!) They are the most important thing in my life, and only by taking them more are they less important (in a way??)

Hell or high water, karl rove or George "Monkey Boy" Bush, Nothing will stop me from taking Ibogaine to cure my addictions to other drugs. Period.
 
^^^^ Hear hear, brother. Laws must be broken in order to effect change, just ask the Founding Fathers of the United States, the original "terrorists" (well they terrorized King George's regime at least).

Nothing can stop me from taking ibogaine, either.

Just got my 2nd batch, this time it weighs out to be 1320 mg, so I think that Xorkoth stands a good chance of hearing about encounters with the denizens of Genetic Memory, as well as a few of the personal beasties who currently prowl the corridors of my brain... :)

BTW, going on three weeks cocaine-free, living without it ain't so hard--no guarantees in life, but so far so good.
 
I'm kind of curious; to anyone who's tried it, does this stuff actually make the "pull" go away? I know how it feels to lust after something I know my body doesn't need, even when my brain is telling me I need it so much. Does it make the urge go away, or does it just kind of distract you during situations where you would normally give in to the vice of your choice? If it makes it so you're, like, entirely normal except for the psychology of habit and all that, that would be pretty incredible.
 
Wow you're so lucky to have such easy access to such a powerful sacrament. It sounds like Iboga is your ally :)
 
Word to everyone here- start growing the ibogaine containing plants if you can. They can't stop us from doing that....
 
Lamelegs said:
I'm kind of curious; to anyone who's tried it, does this stuff actually make the "pull" go away? I know how it feels to lust after something I know my body doesn't need, even when my brain is telling me I need it so much. Does it make the urge go away...
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It's hard to explain, and again, this is coming from a stimulant addict. In another thread, I mentioned the symptoms of stimulant withdrawal for me consisted mainly of depression and hypersomnia.

The depression took the form of anhedonia. I couldn't become enthused about anything, couldn't feel motivated to do anything.

The hypersomnia was a way to avoid the depression, basically by trying to "sleep through it." Waking up without cocaine was depressing in itself, and the desire to just go back to sleep to avoid facing the day without the drug was often overpowering. It was easy to sleep 24-36 hours straight and wake up feeling miserable. Yuck.

After ibogaine, the depression is not there. I can wake up, acknowledge that I won't have cocaine to get through the day, and the thought of this is nothing terrible at all. Instead I make cups of Darjeeling tea, and I'm getting back to enjoying the little pleasures in life all by themselves.

I can't imagine this "change" in the way I feel as being attributed solely to an "attitude adjustment" as what might come with a powerful LSD experience. I strongly suspect that there was a subtle "rewiring" of my brain in a sense that it is now a bit closer to the "normal" preaddiction state.

While at first I didn't think that much of a physical change had occurred at all, I'm starting to think now that something pretty significant did happen as more time passes from the night of the experience. There isn't really much pull, either; I saw a pile of coke on the table at work the other night and just smiled at it while others enjoyed it. Pretty weird after 24 years of the shit. :D

chicpoena said:
Wow you're so lucky to have such easy access to such a powerful sacrament.
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Luck!? It requires cunning, stealth, conniving, a near-genius IQ, courage, great physical strength, inner humility, and most of all--oh yeah, you're right!--the luck of a lowdown dirty scoundrel. :D

A year ago I never even imagined having access to this beautiful thing. It's a crime that certain sick individuals in the USA conspire to keep it out the hands of those who truly need it.
 
THIS IS PLAGARIZED! Ive been a browser for ages and this motivated me to join.

I read this very trip report ages ago elsewhere. You left out alot of parts as well. I think it was erowid, check the dates, because im positive I read this over a year ago
 
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