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Iboga saved my life

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CrimpJiggler

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Before my flood last week, I was in a state of despair. Iboga was my last hope. I felt like I'd been dug into a hole that I had no hope of escaping. Iboga pulled me out of that hole, and did a lot more than that. It cured me of every issue I had, both the issues that caused me to start taking drugs and the issues caused by taking drugs over the years. The iboga ceremony was pretty magical, it was like a death and rebirth thing happened. I couldn't sleep for 4 days after it and on the 3rd day of sleep deprivation I was so paranoid I thought that I'd ripped open a doorway to hell and that I had completely destroyed everything and was better off just killing myself. Then like magic, on the 4th day even though I hadn't slept, felt great. Its like I was reborn.
 
I've always been interested in it, but I'm afraid of my own mind.
 
Iboga isn't scary at all IME. Its not all pleasant but the unpleasant stuff is what allows the healing to happen so a bit of temporary suffering is a small price to pay for long term well being.
 
I didn't have much of a magical experience I went to Costa Rica to take it
The other people I was there with all seemed to have magical experiences so I am a believer in ibogaine
I really would like give it another chance one day
Since I've taken it before I wouldn't be worried to take it alone if I can get my hands on some
I wonder if getting it online is legit because it is really expensive
Has anyone here ever tried ordering it online?
 
i've been intrigued by this. but it sounds like snake oil... an easy-ish way out of opiate addiction? if nothing else, it seems really hard to find a reputable facility, assuming you're gonna go full-bore and travel for a serious experience. but i'm guessing the folks who've posted to this thread didn't have these problems?
 
totach: Whereabouts in the world are you? I'm in Europe myself and the provider that I did my flood with has a good source of high quality iboga. I'm thinking about flooding on my own too, but I think having someone to guide the experience is good too. This woman that I flooded with, she says on her website that shes "sensitive" and can guide the ceremony. I think what she meant by that is shes psychic so she can guide trips the same way shamans do. They played self hypnosis tracks during the ceremony too, I think that really helped. Usually I'm immune to hypnosis, but I think on iboga the suggestions go through. I've ordered iboga from a Dutch vendor but in the future I'm just going to get it through the people who I flooded with because they are 100% trustworthy and they make sure they have high quality iboga for their ceremonies.

simco: That old saying "if it sounds too good to be true, it probably is" is one of those silly sayings that gets mistaken for wisdom. If something seems too good to be true, thats just because its outside the scope of your paradigm. Something really magical happened me during this ceremony, I'm still kinda questioning it because before the ceremony it would have seemed beyond the realms of possibility, for something this good to happen. But thinking about it rationally, it all makes perfect sense that this could happen. I'm a deeply good person, but before the ceremony I only focused on the negative aspects of myself so I believed that I didn't deserve for good things to happen to me. This is exactly what iboga cures, it cures our negative beliefs. I only travelled about 3 hours (1 plane and 1 train) to get to this ceremony and the ceremony only cost €450. That is nothing, what iboga did for me, you can't put a price on that. I don't trust the providers that charge ridiculous amounts like over $1000, most people who seek iboga do so because they are suffering so badly that they have no other options. Thats something sacred and any real healer will want to make iboga affordable for everyone.
 
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BTW there was a girl at the ceremony who was getting off methadone, and she didn't have an easy ride at all. She was in a really bad state when she got there, she couldn't talk and she peed her pants. My heart went out to her, can't imagine what kinda hell she went through but she was clearly much better after the ceremony.
 
Hey im from the states
I paid $6500 for the place i went to it was a 5 day stay in a nice house in costa rica
I didnt even have a guide they.just give it to you and you chill in the room
Maybe thats why i didnt really get much out of it
I didnt sleep for a long time after the flood
I think the fact that i stayed in CR for a week on the beach and drank like a fish didnt help
Cuz my stomach was all fucked up to so when i got back within 3 days i was getting high again
Im off dope and benzos now for almost three months on my own but am still interested in trying again
The vendors online want like $800 for a flood dose and i dont even know how legit it is so i dont wanna buy it from them
I could try asking the place i went to if they could sell me some which i might do
Where in europe are you? Is ibogaine as illegal there as it is here?
 
I went to Holland to do the flood. Its legal there. Unfortunately, most EU countries banned it but I think that might change in the future as more people are realising the therapeutic properties of ibogaine.
 
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