VictorBorge
Bluelighter
Today I bit the bullet and took 115mg of IAP, my second time with this material. (See this thread for the history).
3:00pm - dose
4:15pm - my notes:
-watery/blurry vision
-twitching limbs
-prickly heat in chest and head and behind eyes
-mental processes ... overstimulated / a little drunk
-mild dizziness
-ears ringing
-clammy hands and feet
-feel like passing out!
4:30pm - At this point I'm feeling really quite dizzy. Fortunately no nausea, but walking around is a little harder than normal because things keep spinning. I'm a bit too distracted for full intelligent conversation
Thinking it's probably a big mistake, I nonetheless decide to ride my bike home. Only discernible effects during exercise are heavier breathing than usual, and some mild discomfort in my midsection. Feels like the drug is now in my liver being metabolized, and none too fast for my liking. This is the first substance I've taken where I can literally FEEL it in my blood, making its way through my circulatory system -- a prickly heat first in the chest, then my eyes/scalp, then upper torso and arms, now back in the stomach.
5:30pm - I take a hot shower to warm up after my cold ride. It might just be the damp windy weather today, but I've NEVER been so cold on my bike. In the shower I'm starting to feel pretty good. Idly I plug the drain, lie down under the stream of water, and the shower turns into a nice relaxing bath. My mood is definitely elevated. Pupil dilation is now EXTREME, my eyes are almost black. I haven't taken a bath in years. It's... pretty cool.
6:30pm - nice, mellow, mood-elevated buzz/trip. No visuals, although colors are perceptibly more vivid. Hardly any body stimulation, maybe a touch of jaw clenching and a few tremors, but less than 30% of what I normally feel on, say, phenethylamines. Not much going on mentally, a bit of a disconnect from reality, but nothing more than I'd get from one small hit of cannabis.
Overall, this was a pretty nice experience. I was a little worried at the beginning that it would be all about massive physical stimulation, hyperventilating, dizziness, heart racing, etc, but that passed in 1-2 hours and led to a very clean-feeling, uncomplicated (and unpsychedelic) mood trip.
I would be hesitant to try a higher dose, because the come-up seemed to be pushing the limits of my blood pressure, but if I had a sitter and a safe environment I might try for 150mg to see if the rest of the trip could be pushed higher.
Sadly, I've used up all my IAP and probably won't be procuring any more, so someone else will have to try pushing the limits on this one. I recommend it, but not above many other things.
Peace.
3:00pm - dose
4:15pm - my notes:
-watery/blurry vision
-twitching limbs
-prickly heat in chest and head and behind eyes
-mental processes ... overstimulated / a little drunk
-mild dizziness
-ears ringing
-clammy hands and feet
-feel like passing out!
4:30pm - At this point I'm feeling really quite dizzy. Fortunately no nausea, but walking around is a little harder than normal because things keep spinning. I'm a bit too distracted for full intelligent conversation
Thinking it's probably a big mistake, I nonetheless decide to ride my bike home. Only discernible effects during exercise are heavier breathing than usual, and some mild discomfort in my midsection. Feels like the drug is now in my liver being metabolized, and none too fast for my liking. This is the first substance I've taken where I can literally FEEL it in my blood, making its way through my circulatory system -- a prickly heat first in the chest, then my eyes/scalp, then upper torso and arms, now back in the stomach.
5:30pm - I take a hot shower to warm up after my cold ride. It might just be the damp windy weather today, but I've NEVER been so cold on my bike. In the shower I'm starting to feel pretty good. Idly I plug the drain, lie down under the stream of water, and the shower turns into a nice relaxing bath. My mood is definitely elevated. Pupil dilation is now EXTREME, my eyes are almost black. I haven't taken a bath in years. It's... pretty cool.
6:30pm - nice, mellow, mood-elevated buzz/trip. No visuals, although colors are perceptibly more vivid. Hardly any body stimulation, maybe a touch of jaw clenching and a few tremors, but less than 30% of what I normally feel on, say, phenethylamines. Not much going on mentally, a bit of a disconnect from reality, but nothing more than I'd get from one small hit of cannabis.
Overall, this was a pretty nice experience. I was a little worried at the beginning that it would be all about massive physical stimulation, hyperventilating, dizziness, heart racing, etc, but that passed in 1-2 hours and led to a very clean-feeling, uncomplicated (and unpsychedelic) mood trip.
I would be hesitant to try a higher dose, because the come-up seemed to be pushing the limits of my blood pressure, but if I had a sitter and a safe environment I might try for 150mg to see if the rest of the trip could be pushed higher.
Sadly, I've used up all my IAP and probably won't be procuring any more, so someone else will have to try pushing the limits on this one. I recommend it, but not above many other things.
Peace.