Iam tired of this someone help me

[iloveroxis]

hey im 21yrs old im from new york i been on pain meds for 3years vicodin,percocet,ms contin,fentanyl,roxicodone,soma,valium,oxycontin iam currently on roxicodone and soma and light amounts of xanax im tired of not having insurance and cant handle the withdrawls i get like a week or 2 supply cause my dr isnt a pain mngment dr and u know the how it goes.... i got no insurance and im tired of it i tryed suboxone will never touch it again worst expereicne im scared to go to the hospital to detox with methadone b.c of the small general amounts they give i take up to 500mg of oxy a day and 10-14 somas i cant take it any more all suggestions help thank you peace joey

 

[The Chemist]

Hey Joey, sorry to hear about the situation dude. just from reading your post i can tell you're freaking out man.

Basically right now you have 3 options:

A- Deal with the painful w/d that are going to hit you like a ton of bricks

B- Go to the hospital and do the detox. It's usually free, and they should give you some pamphlets with info about Methadone clinics in your area.

or

C- go out and cop.


Joey, you know that you have to do something. It's time to get control, go admit yourself to hospital, get on some detox and make it out of there ok?

 

[iloveroxis]

yo thanks bro as of now i got a dr in the morning i cant cop till like 12pm so i might have to wait it out and then talk about the detox when im clear headed if i can make it a few more hours i i need support im going to lay down i know i aint sleeping but i will be back and fourth online im in withdrawl and u know the deal im tryin to make it by my only relief is to go and get stuff then ill figure it out i think for now i got to try to chill i got a lil xanax im going to take now thanks bro ill hit u back to let you know how my lovely day went peace joey

 

[The Chemist]

Alright man, I'm glad you're gonna detox, I'll be pulling for ya.

 

[NortonJosh24]

I have been dealing with it for 5 years. I did detox and rehab and most recently jail for the first time. That lasted 9 months. In that 9 months I lost almost everything, including the girl I was with for years whose virginity I took. She was with 7 mother fuckers after me while I was locked up. I did my first 3rd roxy today since Ive been out and my first opana. If u find something that works let me know cause at the moment I just did the research to get the LD50 rating human conversion of Trazadone and dyphenhydramine. I hate pillsickness. I got over that in jail and now my life is completely fucked. yes the detox is gone but I still feel like shit all of the time. Either find something to live for and share the answer with me or go ahead and end it now. Cardiac arrest doesnt seem fun so I may wait until I can get my hands on a script of xanex and then take 10 of those before I take my 33.6 100mg of Trazadone or my 950mg of dyphanhydramine.

 

[Decay]

Why did you have such a bad reaction to the Suboxone? The only way it could have been that terrible is if you took it too soon and werent hanging out enough, then it would give you hell as it would bump you into like instant full withdrawel... because generally I reckon sub is a good maintenance program, better than methodone as it doesnt soak into your body as much...
But all that is beside the point if you cant afford it... Really, the best thing you can do is try try try to reduce your levels, get your habit somewhat managable, 500mg per day of oxy is like 6 oxy 80's which is a fair amount, easy to do though as I have in the past, but also very expensive! I reckon get your tolerance down, and then do some serious detox time. take time out from your whole life. and watch the benzo's as well. God I hope you pull through man. try and think of lots of little small changes adding up to something tangible in say six months time, your life could be noticebly better....

 

[skillz~4~thrillz]

yo thanks bro as of now i got a dr in the morning i cant cop till like 12pm so i might have to wait it out and then talk about the detox when im clear headed if i can make it a few more hours i i need support im going to lay down i know i aint sleeping but i will be back and fourth online im in withdrawl and u know the deal im tryin to make it by my only relief is to go and get stuff then ill figure it out i think for now i got to try to chill i got a lil xanax im going to take now thanks bro ill hit u back to let you know how my lovely day went peace joey

support is here.EVERYHERE.I went through opiate withdrawals twice-once at 24 after a 3 year addiction.and again at 32 bc my doctors told me they would ween me of after a near fatal car accident in 06-I was 29 and they were pumping me full of opiates,even though I told them I was a junkie and if they sent me home w opiates,they would be killing me-the doctor laughed and gave me his weening off speech.I lost my job not long after and my insurance and for 2 years I shot morphine and methadone like it was air I needed to live.I got sick of the life.Selling scrap metal to cop a bottle of methadone that only lasted 4 days when it used to last over a week.so I quit-not all at once,I doped down-1 mg a day-no shit.It took 9 months,the last cpl weeks was cold turkey and it as hell-but I made it.If you are sick of the life,YOU can change it and you have more support here than you can imagine.I believe in you-now it's time to believe in yourself.you can do it.I know you can.keep us updated.

Much Peace and Love.......................skillz