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I would like to apologise

Knock is just doing what he/she thinks is right. No worries from me. The umpires decision is final :p The Ashes was a farce the other day though wasn't it ?

Michael Clarke is an awful man. :(
 
knock said:
Football posts moved. If you're going to litter up the forum with off-topic stuff, choose a better subject please.
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okay.

apologies in advance. least i'm in the right thread for that tho


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'nite folks. time to collapse with some xanax <3
 
One Thousand Words said:
I thought you had seen the light MDB. For one small moment I thought you had finally realised that we all want you to feel better about yourself and, if at all possible even laugh at yourself once and a while. I.
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if he'd say exactly which post he was refering to it might help me understand. Thats the kind of unhelpful vagueness im on about. He was just generallay doing my head in. Whilst im still not well i just dont fit into EADD at all, you'll probably be glad to hear you wont be seeing or hearing much from me until get better. Coming on here yesterday evening turned a happy day thoroughly miserable again, im not gonna keep inflicting myself to this kind of torture,. I know im over sensitive, everyone understands that, and takes advantage of that (well not everyone doesthat)

what most people dont seem to understand is that im very unwell and what that does / has doine to my confidence and self esteem. And all the little digs and knocks that you might just say "fuck off" to IRL if the bloke wasnt to big fuckin hurt., Im not robust enough for EADD atm so from now on im mostly staying the fuck away. I feel like certain people ehhhhhm no names need mentioning are trying to psychically destroy me,. Either if im imagining it or its true. Neither scenario is good. I'll maybe check back in October. I might be better by then.

Used to be a time where you could bare youyr sole. And people would respect that. Those days are gone. I dont think EADD likes me any more, and i dont like it as it keeps bringing me down. It should be doing the opposite, Anyway wasting far too much time AGAIN.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
what most people dont seem to understand is that im very unwell and what that does / has doine to my confidence and self esteem. And all the little digs and knocks that you might just say "fuck off" to IRL if the bloke wasnt to big fuckin hurt., Im not robust enough for EADD atm so from now on im mostly staying the fuck away. I feel like certain people ehhhhhm no names need mentioning are trying to psychically destroy me,. Either if im imagining it or its true. Neither scenario is good. I'll maybe check back in October. I might be better by then.
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Can I just point out that it's not really "people", it's only really one or two individuals that are being dicks towards you. A lot of us like you and know you have issues, and try to be helpful. It's sad that you're not getting the support you need from EADD, but you need to do what's best for yourself. <3
 
mydrugbuddy said:
if he'd say exactly which post he was refering to it might help me understand. Thats the kind of unhelpful vagueness im on about. He was just generallay doing my head in. Whilst im still not well i just dont fit into EADD at all, you'll probably be glad to hear you wont be seeing or hearing much from me until get better. Coming on here yesterday evening turned a happy day thoroughly miserable again, im not gonna keep inflicting myself to this kind of torture,. I know im over sensitive, everyone understands that, and takes advantage of that (well not everyone doesthat)

what most people dont seem to understand is that im very unwell and what that does / has doine to my confidence and self esteem. And all the little digs and knocks that you might just say "fuck off" to IRL if the bloke wasnt to big fuckin hurt., Im not robust enough for EADD atm so from now on im mostly staying the fuck away. I feel like certain people ehhhhhm no names need mentioning are trying to psychically destroy me,. Either if im imagining it or its true. Neither scenario is good. I'll maybe check back in October. I might be better by then.

Used to be a time where you could bare youyr sole. And people would respect that. Those days are gone. I dont think EADD likes me any more, and i dont like it as it keeps bringing me down. It should be doing the opposite, Anyway wasting far too much time AGAIN.
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Shame MDB, I ain't being on here long, but I would like you to at least lurk and I would also be happy if you chucked me a P.M. if you're feeling shitty.
I'm lucky enough to have access to medical professionals within my immediate family also, so I can get answers that are 100% trustworthy when it comes to coping with your current problems and also now work part time for the NHS in a admin role dealing with folks medical records. It's amazing just how many people suffer from these illness's, they say 1 in 4 people suffer mental health issues, but I reckon it's more like 1 in 3 going by what I have seen. Of course I can't go into personal details as I had to sign a confidentiality form prior to starting the job, but in general I can still say what I see.

Was only a few years back that I was 'bawdeep' in anxiety/depression issues, thankfully through good support networks I'm pretty much ok now, but I have had my dark days in the recent past.

Stick around fella. :) I like you.
 
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Sammy G said:
I'm afraid you'll find a lot of EADD medical records were destroyed by Mr Smokes Blunts in a fit of pique.
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Oh right. Fuck knows what you're on about but cheers anyway. :D Oh hang on, it is the ex Man Utd and now Barcelona Central defender.

Got it.
 
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