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Relapse I would be feeling happy if it was April Fools day today , it is isn't and yup you guessed it I have been a fool!!!

Ex-Cracker

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Hi folks, I have not posted for recently as after my venting and being off the crack, I went into reverse physcology and started back on the pipe, I went back to my usual two suppliers and smoked a bit every other day or so all clean gear as usual not mugged off or treated like an idiot. But about half an hour to an hour ago I asked a neighbour upstairs in the block about getting cocaine powder as I have no cash and couldn't get bail off my usual suppliers. And I thought that scoring off his supplier for a sample on bail would be interesting as I have to travel further for my usual people, and we took a short walk picked up a .3 to pay back Wednesday got back to block were we live i gave my neighbour a line had one myself , then got back to my flat to cook up the Powder in to crack , chucked the gear in the spoon and bicarb, heated up quickly with a turbo flame and very quickly I got solid white "rock" ,I thought fucking hell this must be top level compared to the usual powder that goes round some places, when I (with blunt knife) got the rock off the spoon there was a plastic, cling film like sliver, (the powder was in a paper lottery ticket wrap not plastic baggie or plastic shopping bag wrap) to the rock that I just cooked!!! Fuck knows why or what that that is I thought, and due to drinking a 70cl of rum - I peeled the clear cling film like substance off the rocky substance off the spoon and put small bits of rock in my pipe lit up and could hardly get a whiff of smoke etc so bit by small bits then larger I smoked the rest , and got fuck all of a high in fact I started feeling fucking shitty and not a too much crack shitty, but felt like spewing, and the taste was like the fumes off a melting plastic bottle, I was using a glass pipe! And I still feel shitty, I felt like my heart rate was speeding up so took my pulse for 30 seconds and it was 55 beats so 110 resting, after a while I felt crappy still, so did pulse again 96 beats per minute , and now going to do again
Now at 34 beats at 30 seconds,, 68 a minute, I have no idea what the shit was that smoked and don't know why my pulse was high for resting and now dropping, I have been told 60-100 beats per minute resting is normal so I was only slightly over and now in the usual range , when recently I was on the treadmill at the gym my pulse when interval training was up to 150 a minute so I wasnt freaked out, but as I say I have been a fool trusting a supposed supply line which I never scored off before and to be honest I have not a fooking clue what solidified so quick and how a thin cling film like clear plyable compound came from supposed HCl powder. I'm now remembering the poem/rhyme I put on here about crack recently,
Hands up I will no doubt be smoking crack next week but only off the suppliers I have scored off for years. Fucking fifty years of age and I have been knocked off by a dodgy peddlar three decades younger. It's worse than being at school and being given salt and bicarbonate of soda mixed off the class cunt who just takes the piss. And I have run out of rum 🤬
 
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A sign I have been an idiot as well as a Fool, fuck knows what the peddlar was playing at he could of been getting my entire cocaine money for each week, £60+ a day, not huge bucks but over a month he could of had my €¥$£ motto stay safe, stick to mature, reliable trustworthy sources , please never stray from the ones you know are level , or just don't bother scoring at all !!! 💙
 
Yeah don't score!
Hands up that's what I should do, I definitely not going back to who gave me fuck knows what. Has anyone come across powder that has sparkle, shimmer and very very quickly solidifies pure white as who ever has whatever it is has definitely got some type of fools gold and no doubt must have people thinking they have superman gear when it's some fucking fake crap and I have not the faintest idea how or what the cling film like shit came from. Lesson learnt for me and the peddlar ain't getting dollars or any business. No doubt that if he is chucking such bizzare compounds and fooling customers it will be his downfall= a slap or a beating, or a selection of bats , a blade or more off disgruntled addicts, most probably some will think they are in a dream and get loads of it cook it sell it thinking they are going to be big and end up fish food!
 
Was this worth it, @Ex-Cracker?
I am honestly shocked, back in the late 80's early 90's occasionally I had fucked up supposed soap bar hash , bloody paraffin, henna, boot polish ,and shit, rarely powder that was supposed to be amphetamine and was any other type powder other than speed or any other drug,the LSD was always top grade and the XTC pills always blinding, that was when I was 15-16+ years old due to a variety of reasons I stopped all narcotics until 2006-7 and then been only cocaine and crack regular, MDMA, m-cat, but for the life of God I have never experienced the situation of brilliant shimmer powder turn so quickly in to solid ,pure white rock with absolutely no crack high , fuck all of a bell ringer, I barely got any smoke from the.3 it tasted like shit I felt like spewing and it wasn't the creamy ,moreish crack I am used to, and I have never ever had powder which some of created some weird cling film shit . It's a totally warped scene, no doubt the peddlar will make dollars from people thinking they have A+ gear and it's some other replicating powder in only looking shimmer and solidifying but soon as they try to smoke it they will want repay the peddlar back with a 👊 or 🔪🏏🪓✂️🔨🗡️ I have heard of oil based cuts that look like fish scale, even without boric acid flakes and the cuts turn to rock and it's the first time I have experienced such like, well one good thing I have experienced it so know first hand for once what its like, but I also definitely feel like a idiot. All because I was lazy and not wanting to walk to my regular suppliers, to be honest in one way I'm laughing at the situation as I know what fake oil based cuts are like now , so if ever someone gives me the same shit I can tell them to stick back up their arse. Their loss as could of had ££££'s.
 
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Also what little turned to smoke was fucking disgusting I did the gauze just to try and understand what the fuck it was , and it being hazardous and toxic, I treated myself like a lab rat , I thought fuck knows straight after, and had the dubious feeling that it was going to be a emergency call to medical services, there's been fent deaths in recent years and nirtazine deaths aswell, I feel sorry for some poor fuckers that are going to be ripped off hopefully not poisoned
but not sorry if the peddlar gets slapped.
Rant over!
And now I am contemplating another username for myself, hope you folks are having a chilled day/night
 
Also what little turned to smoke was fucking disgusting I did the gauze just to try and understand what the fuck it was , and it being hazardous and toxic, I treated myself like a lab rat , I thought fuck knows straight after, and had the dubious feeling that it was going to be a emergency call to medical services, there's been fent deaths in recent years and nirtazine deaths aswell, I feel sorry for some poor fuckers that are going to be ripped off hopefully not poisoned
but not sorry if the peddlar gets slapped.
Rant over!
And now I am contemplating another username for myself, hope you folks are having a chilled day/night
Awww man don't go back ,you were doing amazing,eating so well,working out,great personality
 
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