I woke up this morning

[Zubsufferer]

Hello there Everyone,

I'd like to begin this thread of introducing myself as an opiate/bezno addict in recovery, and the reasoning behind the title of this thread, "I woke up this morning." I'm grateful for another day on this earth each day I wake, knowing I'm growing, not in the sense of physical growth (25 year old male), but mentally and socially every single day. I hope everyone can see that we're all one and that we are what we love, not what loves us, life is a playground and we should all have the mindset of a child once again so in return we can unlearn everything and learn there is no boundaries to this earth or universe (in my own opinion of course.) I am currently on medication that I hope I can gain insight through this site to create a taper plan, subside P.A.W.S, and end the madness for good this time. Tis' the season to be jolly, lets do it! I'm wishing you all a blessed day. Highly encourage & hope very much that you can take the time to reply, or private message me about anything you feel, about yourself or regarding my situation. Much love!

 

[RDP89]

Welcome to Bluelight!! Sounds like you have a pretty good outlook

 

[Zubsufferer]

Welcome to Bluelight!! Sounds like you have a pretty good outlook

Thank you so much it means a lot to hear that from someone I've never met before, hoping this turns into a good thread to help me get the answers I'm so desperately searching for. Again, thanks for your reply!

 

[GodandLove]

Howdy Zubsolv

Welcome to Turquoiselight,

I wish you the best and hope to see you succeed in "ending the madness".

Happy posting

 

[Zubsufferer]

Howdy Zubsolv

Welcome to Turquoiselight,


I wish you the best and hope to see you succeed in "ending the madness".

Happy posting

Hello GodandLove, thanks for your post and wishing me the best, I love the "Turqoiselight"e comment btw

Wishing you the best as well and I shall succeed in ending this so called "miracle" I've been given and conquered by for so many years now.

 

[Product]

Hello and welcome to BlueLight! I am too somewhat of a an idiot when in comes to benzos. I get 120 bars a month from a doctor along with 90x30mg adderall and ambien. Add me and check out my OD story 1 and half days ago, if you got any help or suggestions, ( i will take honest criticism) please do so. I really screwed up bad. I am 22 by the way and just finished college and almost died before Christmas. I hope things go well for you zub! I am sure you will find peace and help here on this website. That is what I am doing. I am sharing any good/bad story that I can and hoping people read it for the knowledge and prevention of anyone else doing the same thing! Great meeting you, Product.