That's basically it.
I will probably cry myself to sleep tonight because of perceived rejection and anger toward me by someone whose opinion I value much higher than I should, really.
He is a miserable, walking bag of depression and I worship him like an awestruck, lovesick puppy dog. He seriously has no idea the way he effects me and his tone or wording being off in the slightest make me think he hates me and wishes he could rid himself of me.
I know part of this is the detox talking as well, which also sucks and makes me want to run away and go someplace where heroin doesn't exist so I wouldn't have to even deal with it.
I will probably cry myself to sleep tonight because of perceived rejection and anger toward me by someone whose opinion I value much higher than I should, really.
He is a miserable, walking bag of depression and I worship him like an awestruck, lovesick puppy dog. He seriously has no idea the way he effects me and his tone or wording being off in the slightest make me think he hates me and wishes he could rid himself of me.
I know part of this is the detox talking as well, which also sucks and makes me want to run away and go someplace where heroin doesn't exist so I wouldn't have to even deal with it.
