Hey I relapse after my last time in here but after a vacation to colorado with no pills it showed me I can still live a happy life without it. I brought thy feeling home with me and I haven't thought about pills since. I did almost 30 days on subs and tapered this is day 3 without them I feel discomfort and sometimes depressed but I'm so happy to be clean and I think about my vacation and how I will be normal that its possible and I get motivation 
its feeling lonely at like I'm the only one going through this that makes it hard, I think any addict has felt this, but last time I was here everyone was so welcoming so of course I returned, thanks for reading.
its feeling lonely at like I'm the only one going through this that makes it hard, I think any addict has felt this, but last time I was here everyone was so welcoming so of course I returned, thanks for reading.
