dance2tranz
Bluelighter
Whats up all. I used to post on this board awhile ago, back when it used to be www.bluelight.net/mdma and Dr.whats his name was around. Anyway i think its all great that yiou all are such a wondeful human beings that find some time away from your drugz to come her and share your expiriences. Now its all great and you probably feel very educated and all, and doing ecstacy all of a sudden is not that dangerous any more, because you all smart , right. So you all know that you are taking a risk by doing any kind of drug , right. But theres nothing wrong with taking risk, If you don't risk you don't win (get high). Well we all watched all these MTV specials and all kinds of shit on TV about ecstacy, probbaly read trough whole Dancesafe.org , and by now probably big experts .hmmm..? aha.
Well here are some facts, just to brighten your next trip. MOst of it comes from a first hand expirience, not from some educational program or website.
Just one pill alters the way your brain manages the seratonin you are developing. Ok sorry going into scince ...heres more simple, seratonin is the substance that your brain uses when you are depressed or upset to keep you in balance, If your axons in your brain are damaged from XTC use, then Uh-OH next time you are stressed out , say Hello to panic attacks. All of a sudden you stop taking sleep for granted. And all you think about is how you afraid that you will go insane, because you are constantly freaking out of all kind of shit. So you think ok, I'll stop doing X, and my body will just recover. Well it takes your body like 3 weeks to recover from flu, about a month to heal a broken bone, the brain cells and axons can recover for years, and guess what body,most of the time they don't recover the same way you were born with them. So your personality dramatically changes. Its getting harder and harder going to sleep and waking up with yourself everyday. You try to get away from everyone, because you develop Anixiety, but how can you getaway when you have frinds and family and college and work.....how do you live if you don't find peace within yourslef when you are feeling like you loosing your mind, and constantly have to go psychatrist just to get you trough some weeks. So you try to seek addiitional help on the internet, feeling that your future is fading away because you have mental problems and you are only 21 and have a whole life to live...so one day you just remmeber how you always thought that XTC was just a light drug that gave you an unbelievable feeling, not somehtin gthat would give you a psychosis disorder only after 2 years of use. well maybe you even find yourself posting a messege like this on some messegeboard.....or will you,,>????
Well here are some facts, just to brighten your next trip. MOst of it comes from a first hand expirience, not from some educational program or website.
Just one pill alters the way your brain manages the seratonin you are developing. Ok sorry going into scince ...heres more simple, seratonin is the substance that your brain uses when you are depressed or upset to keep you in balance, If your axons in your brain are damaged from XTC use, then Uh-OH next time you are stressed out , say Hello to panic attacks. All of a sudden you stop taking sleep for granted. And all you think about is how you afraid that you will go insane, because you are constantly freaking out of all kind of shit. So you think ok, I'll stop doing X, and my body will just recover. Well it takes your body like 3 weeks to recover from flu, about a month to heal a broken bone, the brain cells and axons can recover for years, and guess what body,most of the time they don't recover the same way you were born with them. So your personality dramatically changes. Its getting harder and harder going to sleep and waking up with yourself everyday. You try to get away from everyone, because you develop Anixiety, but how can you getaway when you have frinds and family and college and work.....how do you live if you don't find peace within yourslef when you are feeling like you loosing your mind, and constantly have to go psychatrist just to get you trough some weeks. So you try to seek addiitional help on the internet, feeling that your future is fading away because you have mental problems and you are only 21 and have a whole life to live...so one day you just remmeber how you always thought that XTC was just a light drug that gave you an unbelievable feeling, not somehtin gthat would give you a psychosis disorder only after 2 years of use. well maybe you even find yourself posting a messege like this on some messegeboard.....or will you,,>????
