I want to break up with my partner but I'm so depressed

[the_ketaman]

I have been with my boyfriend for 3 months and I'm sick of him constantly picking on me about small things, not taking responsibility for his actions, not having any understanding or will to learn more & be a part of my recovery. And people notice that I go there happy & return depressed.

When ever I try to bring any of these things up he always has an excuse. I love him so much and I feel like I'd kill myself if I had to go through another broken heart but I also don't want to just grin and bear it until he's basically controlling me.

I get very lonely so for now I font know if I can do it because his company keeps my loneliness at bay.

I'm so confused!

 

[pofacedhoe]

are you also depressed from meth withdrawal?

 

[kaybaby]

you'll never find happiness while in an abusive relationship, youre choosing to be unhappy by being in a relationship with him. if its the loneliness that bothers you about being single, there are tons of things you can do to keep yourself occupied. spend time with friends and family, get a pet, get a job, learn to enjoy being by yourself. how are you supposed to find someone who treats you right if youre with the wrong person?

 

[Mysterie]

my advice is to not make any decisions about ending the relationship spontaneously, give yourself some time to reflect on it, in order to make a decision. it could be that you are in a really low place right now, and that is clouding your judgements about your partner, so if you give yourself a few weeks to think about it, you might have some new perspectives on the relationship.