i suffer from bipolar at the start of the year i cut my morphine down from 120mg to 80mg without telling doctors, it was horrible he switched me to oxycontin 70mg as still thought I was on 120mg morphine.
I remember feeling amazing not even crushing a 30mg pill, I cut myself down to 25mg extended in 3months I might of gone too fast as I snapped when I drank one night and bought 4 boxes of 5mg 28 tsabs each. I waS ALSO SUFFERING from bad fibromyalgia pain, emotional pain and I did my back in again!
I was in heaven until I got a methadone supply, I thought taking it once or twice a week 60mg wouldnt do much, I was in a mixed state I wanted the methadone to kill me which it nearly did.
but I didnt buy any for 2 months only oxys once a month binge and odd days I take a bit of morphine.
I didnt fill my anti psychotic script and without it I ended up taking ecstacy then binging on heroin and 40mg methadone a day for about a week, i only took the heroin on one night but I had 3 bags smoked in a evening! I would of not done this but ecstacy comedown I need to be sedated lol.
Anyway the problem is 60mg oxycodone a day is working if I crush half of it I still feel rattly I get energetic and do feel pain relief but after 4 hours I feel all restless again so I bought 50ml morphine to taper down seeing as I was taking 40mg methadone on top of my oxy dose.
So 4days no methadone, only took 60mg oxycodone but have took around 30mg morphine for last 2 days and got 30mg left then its just the oxys.
I also forget for last 2 days I had 3 boxes of 6 loperamide and 12mg taken with cbd oil and ranitidine (cbd acts on same enzymes as grapefruit juice) I feel great for half the day and notice it potentiates the opiates when taken.
Should I get a load for the weekend as the problem is Im meant to take the oxy twice a day extended, no chance as it only last 8 hours and I withdraw if its not crushed. How long will it take to get my tolerance down... Im taking vitamin b, lots of magnesium and calcium, cbd oil, amino acids and I have also cut down on cannabis since it aggravates the anxiety but smoked for ten years heavily so no way am i withdrawing from both.
Sorry for the long post I dont know what to do, my doctor keeps going on about pain clinic and tapentadol as i like tramadol but the serotonin release sends me manic.
The only thing I can get is the loperamide I only want to use it for a couple of days to get my oxy down to 60 or below if possible.
I remember feeling amazing not even crushing a 30mg pill, I cut myself down to 25mg extended in 3months I might of gone too fast as I snapped when I drank one night and bought 4 boxes of 5mg 28 tsabs each. I waS ALSO SUFFERING from bad fibromyalgia pain, emotional pain and I did my back in again!
I was in heaven until I got a methadone supply, I thought taking it once or twice a week 60mg wouldnt do much, I was in a mixed state I wanted the methadone to kill me which it nearly did.
but I didnt buy any for 2 months only oxys once a month binge and odd days I take a bit of morphine.
I didnt fill my anti psychotic script and without it I ended up taking ecstacy then binging on heroin and 40mg methadone a day for about a week, i only took the heroin on one night but I had 3 bags smoked in a evening! I would of not done this but ecstacy comedown I need to be sedated lol.
Anyway the problem is 60mg oxycodone a day is working if I crush half of it I still feel rattly I get energetic and do feel pain relief but after 4 hours I feel all restless again so I bought 50ml morphine to taper down seeing as I was taking 40mg methadone on top of my oxy dose.
So 4days no methadone, only took 60mg oxycodone but have took around 30mg morphine for last 2 days and got 30mg left then its just the oxys.
I also forget for last 2 days I had 3 boxes of 6 loperamide and 12mg taken with cbd oil and ranitidine (cbd acts on same enzymes as grapefruit juice) I feel great for half the day and notice it potentiates the opiates when taken.
Should I get a load for the weekend as the problem is Im meant to take the oxy twice a day extended, no chance as it only last 8 hours and I withdraw if its not crushed. How long will it take to get my tolerance down... Im taking vitamin b, lots of magnesium and calcium, cbd oil, amino acids and I have also cut down on cannabis since it aggravates the anxiety but smoked for ten years heavily so no way am i withdrawing from both.
Sorry for the long post I dont know what to do, my doctor keeps going on about pain clinic and tapentadol as i like tramadol but the serotonin release sends me manic.
The only thing I can get is the loperamide I only want to use it for a couple of days to get my oxy down to 60 or below if possible.
