Theresalwaystomorrow
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 7, 2019
- Messages
- 58
I cannot handle life without drugs. If I am not using drugs, I fail at life. I cannot do anything in life while completely sober. I fucking hate life so much. I hate society, I hate people, I hate everything you can possibly name. I have a serious chemical I'm balances in my brain, I have serious hormonal problems from using anabloic steroids and not being able to pct right because of being thrown in jail. I hate life so much I do not really want to be alive usually. I need to be on HEAVY narcotics until my chemical and hormonal imbalances are fixed. There is no reason or excuse for a human being to feel the way I feel. Heroin and meth are a NECESSITY to be used in my situation, if I can live without causing harm to society on those drugs, them there is no doubt any drugs combination could and should be used for me. Otherwise I AM a danger to myself and society, if I am not on hard drugs 100% of the time, until my chemical and hormonal I'm balances are fixed. There is absolutely NO drug in the history of the world that would be as dangerous for me to be on, as I am completely sober. There are no exceptions, if meth, heroin, high doses of anabloic steroids, Xanax, whatever else are to be used for my situation. There is NO drug that should be kept out of the mix. It is strictly DANGEROUS as it can get for me to be sober.