I tried, and failed, miserably

[curioushat]

I tried, and failed, miserably, to stop using all mind and mood altering drugs.

Unfortunately this has been a difficult process. Much harder than I anticipated.

Fuck No wonder individuals have a difficult time cutting off addictions. It's hard, and it sucks. Fuck, now I have cuts all over. Earlier in the day I did not plan for it to be this way.

 

[tripnotyzm]

It's always hard trying to come off substances. You should make it a personal goal to achieve sobriety.
Try not to be too harsh on yourself for failing dude. It's what happens, you just have to take this one step at a time
You CAN get better man, anyone can

 

[curioushat]

It's always hard trying to come off substances. You should make it a personal goal to achieve sobriety.
Try not to be too harsh on yourself for failing dude. It's what happens, you just have to take this one step at a time
You CAN get better man, anyone can

I really hope so, because I can't continue living like this :/ I also can't admit defeat, because, well, I can't be defeated.

 

[herbavore]

curioushat, I agree with Trip that it is a matter of fostering hope within yourself that will enable you to beat this. I don't know what to offer as far as the "how to" aspect of it but I know this is the key. maybe little steps could be a way. In other words, not cutting everything out at once but setting a smaller more short term goals and really working on achieving those?