I took a risk by being honest w/ my pain doc...

[DeathIndustrial88]

I had to comment even though this is pretty old, but yea. I agree, and I've seriously thought about telling a few people this, and in all honesty, they'd definitely feel better on long lasting junk anyways. Taking oxy all day every day is a miserable thing. I mean, it all sucks, but with bupe/methadone at least you're not on a *constant* roller coaster and can just take a dose and go on with life.

This ain't how it works though.

If you want to be on methadone, prepare to go to a clinic every single day to pee & be given your medicine. Methadone at the methadone clinics is also not covered by insurance, so have fun paying for your dose every single day.

"Addicts are given all the opioids they want & then some with no issues" is such a false statement, that it's fuckin' hilarious. First of all, methadone & buprenorphine are NOT "all the opioids they want", and the pain relief from buprenorphine is so laughable that I can't even understand how some one could make that statement, unless they know jack shit about opioids or their differences.

So you can be a slave to a methadone clinic (sorry, Idk about you, but I need my fucking drugs in the morning BEFORE I drive anywhere, I ain't driving just to go take them).....or get on Suboxone.

Buprenorphine also comes with it's own problems, like only being a partial agonist, having a ceiling effect, risks of strokes & cerebral spinal fluid leaks & shit, etc.. You'll also be subject to drug tests, etc...

I know people on pain meds still that don't deal with any of that. So I think you actually get put through more hoops to keep your shitty Suboxone & Methadone, than you would to keep whatever full agonist you're getting from your GP or pain clinic or whatever. Although pain clinics are hassle too, but the point is that people on maintenance drugs don't suddenly have it better just because they're getting 2 of the least recreational or pain relieving opioids out there. Bupe's half-life may be 36-70rhrs or whatever, but it's analgesia can some times only last 4hrs. And taking more won't do anything. So how's that gonna help some one in the long term without the option of cycling through different opioids?

 

[Thejackal5654]

This ain't how it works though.

If you want to be on methadone, prepare to go to a clinic every single day to pee & be given your medicine. Methadone at the methadone clinics is also not covered by insurance, so have fun paying for your dose every single day.

"Addicts are given all the opioids they want & then some with no issues" is such a false statement, that it's fuckin' hilarious. First of all, methadone & buprenorphine are NOT "all the opioids they want", and the pain relief from buprenorphine is so laughable that I can't even understand how some one could make that statement, unless they know jack shit about opioids or their differences.

So you can be a slave to a methadone clinic (sorry, Idk about you, but I need my fucking drugs in the morning BEFORE I drive anywhere, I ain't driving just to go take them).....or get on Suboxone.

Buprenorphine also comes with it's own problems, like only being a partial agonist, having a ceiling effect, risks of strokes & cerebral spinal fluid leaks & shit, etc.. You'll also be subject to drug tests, etc...

I know people on pain meds still that don't deal with any of that. So I think you actually get put through more hoops to keep your shitty Suboxone & Methadone, than you would to keep whatever full agonist you're getting from your GP or pain clinic or whatever. Although pain clinics are hassle too, but the point is that people on maintenance drugs don't suddenly have it better just because they're getting 2 of the least recreational or pain relieving opioids out there. Bupe's half-life may be 36-70rhrs or whatever, but it's analgesia can some times only last 4hrs. And taking more won't do anything. So how's that gonna help some one in the long term without the option of cycling through different opioids?

Obviously bupe and methadone are not the best drugs for getting high, which I have to guess from your post seems to be your main concern, but they're applied very successfully in many pain management situations which has been proven by studies, firsthand accounts and my own personal experiences with many the different drugs I took in the past when I was severely injured. They also greatly reduce opioid induced hyper algesia, which I already mentioned and IMO is a large (or even major) factor in the arena of which I was discussing, and thought was the subject here on this thread (doctors/pain management). I agree with you that if you're just looking to get ripped then methadone and bupe are not good substances for that purpose when used continuously, but then again, absolutely nothing is or will serve that purpose when used to excess for an extended period of time. Many doctors have had pain patients completely stop pain management eventually when moved onto bupe because it so greatly reduced O.I. hyper algesia. The methadone clinic definitely isn't a good idea, and my comment surely isn't the smartest thing I've ever posted, but if someone is in *truly chronic/severe pain* and abandoned by the system, I guess even a desperate attempt is better than nothing. There also are many doctors out there that will prescribe bupe/methadone for pain management, although they certainly are less common than your standard 'guideline/by the book' practitioner. As far as spinal fluid leaks and stroke risk I can't find anything on that and if you could link some sources, I would love to read up on it, but from what I've seen the 2 drugs mentioned are about as safe as any other narcotic, and infinitely better than street dope, 7OH, research chems or any number of other crazy stuff someone would be likely to get into when they're shut out from their doctors.

 

[DeathIndustrial88]

Obviously bupe and methadone are not the best drugs for getting high, which I have to guess from your post seems to be your main concern, but they're applied very successfully in many pain management situations which has been proven by studies, firsthand accounts and my own personal experiences with many the different drugs I took in the past when I was severely injured. They also greatly reduce opioid induced hyper algesia, which I already mentioned and IMO is a large (or even major) factor in the arena of which I was discussing, and thought was the subject here on this thread (doctors/pain management). I agree with you that if you're just looking to get ripped then methadone and bupe are not good substances for that purpose when used continuously, but then again, absolutely nothing is or will serve that purpose when used to excess for an extended period of time. Many doctors have had pain patients completely stop pain management eventually when moved onto bupe because it so greatly reduced O.I. hyper algesia. The methadone clinic definitely isn't a good idea, and my comment surely isn't the smartest thing I've ever posted, but if someone is in *truly chronic/severe pain* and abandoned by the system, I guess even a desperate attempt is better than nothing. There also are many doctors out there that will prescribe bupe/methadone for pain management, although they certainly are less common than your standard 'guideline/by the book' practitioner. As far as spinal fluid leaks and stroke risk I can't find anything on that and if you could link some sources, I would love to read up on it, but from what I've seen the 2 drugs mentioned are about as safe as any other narcotic, and infinitely better than street dope, 7OH, research chems or any number of other crazy stuff someone would be likely to get into when they're shut out from their doctors.

For some reason, a lot of information has become increasingly difficult to find on google, but here's a source, but it doesn't go into the mechanism for why buprenorphine increases intracranial pressure -https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/drugs-suboxone-side-effects#precautions

"Suboxone can increase the pressure of cerebrospinal fluid in your brain."

It's under the "Precautions" part of the page.
I can't find anything about buprenorphine & strokes now either. But "stroke" and "increased cerebral spinal fluid pressure" are side effects listed in the pamphlet that comes with Suboxone.
I remember reading that the stroke & cerebral spinal fluid thing were risks only associated with partial agonists & not full agonists.

But this site is trying to say ALL opioids increase your risk for stroke...
"Growing evidence indicates that chronic use of prescription opioids may contribute to an elevated risk of ischemic stroke and negatively impact poststroke recovery. In the present study, we hypothesize that microvascular dysfunction can underlie the impact of prescription opioids on an ischemic stroke"

-https://www.jneurosci.org/content/45/8/e0614242024

So now I'm thinking "wtf, where did I read & find that information at" and "since when do ALL opioids carry a stroke risk?".... Google has become absolute trash these days for finding things.
And most opioids aren't physically destructive to your body (especially if your'e not injecting them), so I some times can't tell if what I'm reading is actually true or if it's just misinformation/propaganda to scare monger about opioids.

Oh no, I don't mean just for getting high, but I just think bupe & methadone are crappy for both getting high AND pain. lol Although I agree with you that they are better than nothing. Once it's on your medical record, it will follow you around everywhere too & you might be judged or treated differently by healthcare people.

I've been on buprenorphine for over 8 years or so & yeah it still has some mild pain relief, but I find things like tramadol to be better even. Buprenorphine causes me way more sedation than other opioids too. I've basically become narcoleptic-like since being on it. And the withdrawals from bupe & methadone can be much much longer than withdrawal from the shorter acting opioids. So once you're on them for long enough, it might turn into a lifetime dependence.

I wasn't disagreeing with you to be condescending or rude or anything, I just thought I'd try & point out some of the down sides of what could happen if some one did get on maintenance. But I absolutely agree with you that it's better than having nothing at all. And doctors are either too scared or just straight up jerks to anybody in any kind of pain now a days. Thanks to all the (most likely government sponsored) opioid hysteria & fear mongering.

 

[jgoz7]

Firstly, I am not soliciting medical advice. I am just trying to see if anyone has any opinions on my doctor's train of thought...

Sooooooooo... I had an appointment with my pain doctor this past Thursday. I took a huge risk and told him I had taken some of my doses too close together because my pain has been extremely severe, and subsequently, would run out of my prescription early. He chastised me like a child, his voice raising at times. I told him I had hoped for a little understanding since he's known for a while about the extra pain I have been having from multiple untreated dental issues plus extra pain from my low back where I had major spinal surgery last year. Also, I've never had a problem with my prescriptions in all the years I've been going to him. It was immediately clear that this was a mistake.

In a condescending tone, he said he is making an appointment for me for this upcoming Tuesday and that I need to bring my pill bottle for a pill count and would be subjected to a drug screen at that time. He also had me do a drug screen before I left that day.

I wasn't thinking straight enough to ask what it is he is expecting of me at the Tuesday appointment. *I had already told him I would run out early. What is he expecting? Does he just want to see how much in the hole I am? Now, I'm just confused and anxious. Thoughts?


*FOR REFERENCE:
> I am prescribed 5 tablets/day.
> Today, the 10th, I have 6 tablets left.
> I have tried to taper down to 2/day, but the withdrawals are still happening any way. (Any coping tips are much appreciated!!)
> My prescription is scheduled to run out on the 15th.
> If I can continue at the rate of 2/day, by the time of my appointment, I will have just run out of my prescription. Thus, I will be showing up with an empty pill bottle.
> The appointment on the 13th is only 1.5 days before I am supposed to run out on the 15th.

My primary care doctors gives me all my meds. Oxymorphone ER x2 daily and 15mg Oxycodone IR 3x daily. Find you a good PCM and just go to them. Had to sign a contract but I have never been piss tested or had my pills counted. Sounds like that sucks

 

[lost weekend]

Yeah I pay 9.90 an item, apparently you can pay a flat rate monthly fee, as I’m getting charged for 3 items now. (54mg Concerta, 18mg Concerta and 5mg Tranquilyn hilarious brand name) but I haven’t got round to doing it.

I joked the money may do some good but it’s never in a million years going to the right place..

Thanks for these insights, I’ve always seen evidence regarding the horror of monetised care (as someone who works in the industry) but I had never know about the annum sum on surgery members.. lmao

An old thread I know we pay nothing for prescriptions

 

[516CAZ]

My primary care doctors gives me all my meds. Oxymorphone ER x2 daily and 15mg Oxycodone IR 3x daily. Find you a good PCM and just go to them. Had to sign a contract but I have never been piss tested or had my pills counted. Sounds like that sucks

I haven't been able to find a good primary care doc that's willing to Rx opioids. So lame.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I think people are rather overestimating the test a pain clinic is likely to institute.

Does anyone else have an idea of JUST HOW COSTLY quantitative analysis of bodily fluids actually is?

It seems to me much more likely to be a simple urine test to see if you are positive for the medication and negative for other stuff.

I mean, if you give me a hair sample and enough money, I can tell you to within a few days every drug you have consumed for the last few months. What and how much. But it's going to be a lot of money. a LOT.

What no way, when we were in detox me and the other DrUgAdDiCtS.
They randomly had us do Urine control s, and these always come back positive for.
THC and Benzodiazepinen.

Which sounds weird but when you visit Bluelight this is of-course a facade. Used to see what else their is to be learned. I know the last drugs i took before going in where Booze and d-Amphetamine maybe.

But in i discovered all thing s that should be part of Detox were gone. Cutting back on resources the insurance company who are not allowed to make profit claim.
That can t be a good thing, medical insurance using a loophole to get around that

Cut down on expenses, done made for volatile group s addict s, elderly care. people with handicaps. Maybe pain management too ? In general people that can t be bothered to be critical. So they take away anything that would help you during the stay. Offer no aftercare making relapse harder and/ or prolong problem s even further.

And then this post i just read it fell. Its sick and sad.

They spent a lot of money to make sure you are 'cured' and nothing bad happen s when you are under there care. Including a expensive lab test of your urine checking if you abused drugs secret. To get a good cover from blame ?

So took away day care and a follow up s on the detox treating the cause of it.
Simply to lower their monthly insurance pay strategically.
And give em a better place in the market.

They are not allowed to make profit but found a creative loop hole to fill their pocket s which is disgusting. Same for old people, people needing long term care.
Maybe pain patient s too.

It is kinda fucked globally i am afraid. Especially when you don t need more troubles.
Is this ever gonna end yeah next disaster humanity has it probably goes to shatter.
Lets hope better.

 

[Dextro .45]

All these doctors are fuckers …..pain specialist are slightly better than your general family physician

This 200lbs pound woman with severe physical injury, using a walker, moaning with each step …..her jack off doc gave her Dilaudid 1mg tablets for pain management…..70% destroyed by her liver via first pass metabolism (Hydromorphone has 30% oral bioavailability) …I had a long conversation with her…..blowing her mind with basic pharmacology and every med she is on, how incompetent her doc is, and she needs a referral to a pain specialist

I get Methadone 25mg tablets (sealed factory bottle 100 tablet + 60 extra) plus Ritalin (Methylphenidate) stimulant which helps Significantly with pain & reducing sedation from Methadone

In the US they get those awesome Methadose 40mg white cross scored tablets and orange ones too, same manufacturer…….and a massive 100 kg thick blue plastic drum labelled Methadone HCL USP ….thats 220 pounds of pure Methadone…..Id do something appalled to acquire that drum

Fckn doctors make me sick…..half are dip shits…..

NOTHING will substitute your opioid meds……except a fat shot of Diamorphine (Heroin) or an orange drink of Methadone 30mg …..Ive been where u are

Clonidine, Valium, Passion Flower…….?

Tell the POS if they’re not comfortable you can see a pain specialist

 

[Them Witches]

I get Methadone 25mg tablets (sealed factory bottle 100 tablet + 60 extra

Your at 125mg daily right..? Every 4-6hrs right.

 

[Them Witches]

Id do something appalled to acquire that drum

I want to have 3 minute shopping spree in my pharmacy. I have carefully paid attention how it is set up.

I bang a pharmacy tech too that manages waste after 1 year and does the ordering. She tells of this one guy that gets Roxicodone 30mg 450qty & Methadone 10mg 600qty with Valium 30mg. Always nodding off in line or sitting down in a chair when he comes into the pharmacy.

There is also a pharmacy over by Norfolk, VA general hospital that has no sign out front, is on the 1st floor of 10 stories and the whole building is dark glass panels. They have the most complicated selection known to man. They feed the hospital and cancer patients & pain management. They have all the solutions Roxicodone 20mg/1ml 500mL, Methadone 1000mL jugs, etc, etc,etc... The door stays locked until an appointment is made to open the door for a customer.

 

[Dextro .45]

That’s sooo cool. So tempting ah

Purdue Pharma is in Pickering Ontario Canada……..hour drive from me……a large trailer truck will depart with unmarked security escort in front, and another behind…..probably enough opioid narcotic medication to last you more than your life time. GPS tracking, emergency procedures……the police would have a chopper in the air before you knew what’s what’s

I’ve seen a lot too…..in factories etc….its insaine …..I worked in a pharmaceutical factory and dropped a pallet of 4 - 100kg plastic drums, smashed on floor…powder everywhere, they made us evacuate area due to airborn particles …it was Pregabalin (Lyrica) which is cool enough…..I passed the restricted area, no idea what’s there but obviously CII Controlled Substances, Oxycodone, Amphetamines, Benzodiazepines, etc …no doubt

And to the other dude….I take Metadol 25mg X 3 with breakfast and OJ (75mg) at 7/8am in morning …..after work 4-6pm I’ll take another 2 tablets (50mg) …..maybe another at 8pm if needed

Racemate Methadone over 100mg is slightly dangerous to your heart electrical rhythm (depending on several factors with patient, health, etc) in Germany they prescribed Levo-Methadone which contains all the Mu-Opioid Agonist properties and is safer, had no NMDA Agonist properties I believe and doesn’t affect cardio/heart rate, etc, taken at half the dose as racemate Methadone.

Going in just once a month for all my tablets is Amazing as lots attend daily for their orange drink……omg what a mission

Mallinkrock Pharmaceutical (Sp ?) their website is insaine, all their API compounding powders…..currently listed still is 25 gram jar of Cocaine HCL USP in fine powder, Methylphenidate, Hydromorphone, Methadone, D-Amphetamine etc

I honestly believe I would use by massive stockpile relatively responsibly and not OD from going overboard. Just daily therapeutic doses when required ……the sporadic recreational cocktail, but nothing too crazy, and fully tolerant individual 20+ years on these compounds, so it’s nothing new.

I honestly wouldn’t even divert any to illicit market for financial gain. But would help certain individuals with genuine medical conditions in severe pain and the like

 

[jgoz7]

I haven't been able to find a good primary care doc that's willing to Rx opioids. So lame.

Mine is actually an older NP lady that used to work in a pain management clinic. Don’t just look for doctors. Look for CNP’s as well

 

[Them Witches]

That’s sooo cool. So tempting ah

Purdue Pharma is in Pickering Ontario Canada……..hour drive from me……a large trailer truck will depart with unmarked security escort in front, and another behind…..probably enough opioid narcotic medication to last you more than your life time. GPS tracking, emergency procedures……the police would have a chopper in the air before you knew what’s what’s

I’ve seen a lot too…..in factories etc….its insaine …..I worked in a pharmaceutical factory and dropped a pallet of 4 - 100kg plastic drums, smashed on floor…powder everywhere, they made us evacuate area due to airborn particles …it was Pregabalin (Lyrica) which is cool enough…..I passed the restricted area, no idea what’s there but obviously CII Controlled Substances, Oxycodone, Amphetamines, Benzodiazepines, etc …no doubt

And to the other dude….I take Metadol 25mg X 3 with breakfast and OJ (75mg) at 7/8am in morning …..after work 4-6pm I’ll take another 2 tablets (50mg) …..maybe another at 8pm if needed

Racemate Methadone over 100mg is slightly dangerous to your heart electrical rhythm (depending on several factors with patient, health, etc) in Germany they prescribed Levo-Methadone which contains all the Mu-Opioid Agonist properties and is safer, had no NMDA Agonist properties I believe and doesn’t affect cardio/heart rate, etc, taken at half the dose as racemate Methadone.

Going in just once a month for all my tablets is Amazing as lots attend daily for their orange drink……omg what a mission

Mallinkrock Pharmaceutical (Sp ?) their website is insaine, all their API compounding powders…..currently listed still is 25 gram jar of Cocaine HCL USP in fine powder, Methylphenidate, Hydromorphone, Methadone, D-Amphetamine etc

I honestly believe I would use by massive stockpile relatively responsibly and not OD from going overboard. Just daily therapeutic doses when required ……the sporadic recreational cocktail, but nothing too crazy, and fully tolerant individual 20+ years on these compounds, so it’s nothing new.

I honestly wouldn’t even divert any to illicit market for financial gain. But would help certain individuals with genuine medical conditions in severe pain and the like

toller Lesebruder. Ich habe zwei Freunde, die in Deutschland leben. Einer hat sein ganzes Leben lang für Mercedes Benz und BMW gearbeitet. Er hatte jetzt sein eigenes Geschäft. Sie fahren Rennen auf dem Nürburgring und haben Familien im echten Deutschland

Wo ich lebe, gibt es schlimme Hurrikane. Deshalb postieren wir in den Apotheken 4-5 Männer tief bewaffnet und mit Bauwerkzeugen. Wenn die Stromversorgung der Stadt oder der Apotheke ausfällt, werden wir sie entweder schützen oder die Waren nehmen.

I also have a friend from Northern India that owns a farm in a rural village. The have rice, poppy, organic food & dairy, etc. I am supposed to go there and work on the poppy farm, milk cows, and work on the vegetable farm. I cannot do the rice farm because of my degenerative bone disease. I will lose footing and keep falling in the water. The pain management in Northern India they use diamorphine. They approach it differently by deciding how much is needed for the acute pain, post-op, and taper & give the patient a total amount up from to manage. No refills, sink or swim unless there is obvious issues that would extend medication. They offer 500mg and 1000mg diamorphine Rx's. Of course one can still boils poppy pods for tea.

Where this place is at in close to the Golden Triangle. There is no shortage of anything related to pain management. I am getting my 90-day VISA this month, I have employment, food, water, and shelter. Also health insurance there is $12 US dollars equivalent. All monthly survival bills for rent, etc is $100 a month. $2000 US dollars one can make a year there if when entering the country a "return ticket with date is present" and "if proof of employment" then one can stay longer.

Still I would like to get lost at Mallinckrodt's headquarters for months. I would live in the ductwork supply vents or something above the high clearance sections. My rat self will squeeze through the wastewater piping to get inside. Mission Impossible or bust...

 

[Them Witches]

Mine is actually an older NP lady that used to work in a pain management clinic. Don’t just look for doctors. Look for CNP’s as well

thanks for the tip

 

[Dextro .45]

In India they offer pharmaceutical vials of genuine Diamorphine 500mg & 1,000mg ? Seriously

I’ve only seen Diamorphine 5/10/30/100/500mg ampoules (5 in box) for IV/IM/SC injection. Freeze dried powder to be added a suitable carrier, pure water, saline? etc

Swiss manufacturered DIAPHINI 10 gram glass jar.
Diacetylmorphine Hydrochloride - 10,000mg of pure powder in glass bottle 60ml ? Forgot…..add provided approved carrier and ready to inject. The picture showed the secure vault like room with 5-8 full factory sealed Diacetylmorphine DIAPHINI bottles

Same Swiss manufacturer markets 100mg IR and 200mg XR Diamorphine tablets …..which is odd. Orally administration would just be Morphine

I’m thinking these tablets may be pure API without any excipients…..designed to crush, dissolve in clean water, draw up and IV administer …..but why a 200mg XR tablet? Must be oral designed

The Diamorphine 500mg ampoules with red label and 100mg with blue label are like watching porn……a freaking half gram IV injection of pharmaceutical Diacetylmorphine would be a BANG !!! Fuuuuuuuuk ……even the 100mg

Sandoz Canada tiny little 10ml glass vial still most appealing to me
Hydromorphone HP FORT 1,000mg of HM in 10ml vial - 100mg / per ml …..VERY POTENT Dilaudid IV slightly more potent than Diamorphine although not as euphoric, slightly less, almost insignificant

Pure API compounding powder of Oxycodone HCL would be my #1 choice. Most euphoric opioid ever synthesized, even more so than Diacetylmorphine (according to original German patent for Eukadol and several other medical journal authors from study participants. Oxycodone from theBaine is a non-sedating uplifting, mildly stimulating VERY EUPHORIC Opioid narcotic that makes Morphine Sulphate seem inadequate

Oxycodone
Diacetylmorphine
Hydromorphone
Methadone

Amphetamine (Benzedrine/Dexedrine/Methedrine)
Methylphenidate (Ritalin)
Phenmetrazine (Preludin) - often considered most euphoric pro sexual stim, better than d-Meth
Cocaine - triple reuptake inhibitor (Cocaine & Ritalin compete for same DAT binding sites)
Desoxyn 5mg tablets & Methedrine 20 & 30mg injectable ampoules
Dexamyl & Desbutal (Meth + Barbiturate)

Valium, Xanax, Ativan, Klonopin, Avizafone, Diclazepam, Etizolam & Deschloroetizolam

Pregabalin, Phenibut, Ketamine, GHB, MDMA, LSD, PSILOCYBIN, Cannabis, caffeine, nicotine/cigarettes

Ethanol, Spirits, and delicious mixed drinks Taqueria Sunrise, Mai Ties, Gin & ginger ale, aged smooth spirits on rocks after blasting a fat biker rail of premium Yayo lol

Id honestly be content for ever……with 100 Mil in bank, waterfront estate with vault like secrete wing in basement next to indoor shooting range, a MASSIVE pharmacy, compounding quarters, assembly centre, glass wear, sterile equipment and various gauged syringes, pre-made ready to use hybrid Brompton Cocktail mixtures in stout whisky glass, just add warm water to dissolve, add sweet juice and drink

Loaded syringes of Avizafone 100mg for immediate IM administration (Valium 50mg reaching C-Max in 0.5h, rapid acting and HARD hitting ……and safety rescue meds, antidotes, etc

Bottled water for 2 years, MRE’s non parish able food, medical supplies, EXTENSIVE firearm collection with over 500,000 rounds of premium quality factory ammunition, cleaning supplies, parts repair kits , generators,

In my fortress like modern mansion at an elevated position looking down over massive open space with steel targets for my Barrett M82A1 .50 Cal sniper rifle lol….trail cams everywhere, motion sensor, night vision, exterior brightly lit while inside fortress mansion completely dark with hidden sharp shooter snipers nests lol

4 puppies, German Sheppards trained by professional military handlers that I raise with family that freely roam grounds as they wish

Suppressed .50 Caliber 750 grain Silvertip A-Max boat tail precision round ….holds record from Canadian 2,800+ yards ……28 football fields, end zone to end zone………28 of them ……5 seconds flight time, over 2X faster than speed of sound….confirmed KIA with McMillian Tac-50 …..Canadian JTF-2 special forces often operates with SEALS etc .

I just want my fantasy world ……plug me into MATRIX or give me 100 Million……150 USD and move to Wyoming, Texas, Utah, Arizona ….man

……..just realized my oral Brompton Cocktail has reached peak plasma levels in bloodstream. Can tell by this post. Gonna blast some Rita, make fresh drink and head outside to patio for premium cigarettes

Cheers