If you got it off the onions I would assume it has been hit with fent and god knows what unless otherwise stated directly.
I also suspect you may getting more of a buzz off the cuts than the H by your description. Heroin is a good 6 hour ride and if you dont feel warm and content; and your situation isn't wretched, I suspect foul play.
The H train has left the station quite possibly forever (much as opium did). Now its "grey death" and fentoin.
Fent is a very fleeting elusive buzz that is much colder and less euphoric. Add xylazine and you are just knocking yourself out.
If you do continue I would stick to #3 and you really gotta get fet strips (even those arent enough now days)....so yea I would listen to your friend and bail while you can!
Well, I must update. I did afterwards a good oral dose and definetely today lasted way way more, in fact im still intoxicated by it.
Maybe yesterday I ate something weird or took too little and that made the effect not really hit that good.
I´ll update us with the results of the test when it comes. But for some reason everyone always want to say that is fake, then it usually I never get nothing fake, I research a lot what I buy.
Regarding the effects, let´s say I´ve put enough consciousness work where the high of opiates, and overall the high of any drug, falls short to the possibilities of my conciousness, so what people call 'high' at this point I call 'low'.
Just to give you an idea of what I mean, with Yogic practices I regularly reach blissful and euphoric states of consciousness that go beyond psychedelics. No wonder at this point even heroin I find a meh feeling.
talk to me in ten years and if you’re still not using opiates I’ll give you a medal.
Addiction is repeating a behavior with compulsion. Whether that compulsion is daily, weekly, monthly, yearly, every five years, every decade, every twenty years, every fifty years.
Whatever it is, you never forget the feeling.
A lady posted on here about having done heroin once when she was in her twenties. She described going twenty years without a fix. She recounted that she was now actively searching and that her entire concept of happiness had altered.
I don’t know man. This is a harm reduction forum. Do you really want me to tell you to sniff heroin and not give you a disclaimer of the potential for addiction?
I’m happy that you’re free of the shackles I wear but I didn’t want to advise you to put onto your wrists the same shackles which confine me.
What kind of friend would I be if I allowed heroin to do to you what it had done to me?
I´ve been doing opiates for 6 years (occasionally, regularly, daily, with breaks, some time off, and everything in between) and Not a single day I had a thought of "damn! Im such a slave to the drug! poor me! Once I get sober all my problems will be solved! Is just this drug that fucks my life up!"
My father was exactly like that. Guess what, when he quit the drug, his bullshit were exactly the same. He was just hiding his bullshit with the excuse that is the drug that is the problem. Drug is absolutely never the problem.
Everything is a decision on life. A powder or drug does not have the responsibility of my life. Never has and never will.
Even if suddenly I would get addicted to heroin as you said and from tomorrow I will use it for 20 years straight, it would still be a decision. This is what you are not getting. I still would not create an addict mentality because I don´t understand life as that.
The difference between you guys and me is that I never have constructed an identity around a drug. Is just not how I play life. I don´t like to play victim and project responsibility towards external stuff. Is not smart and is not correct because life works in such a way the responsibility is always 100% yours.
Which makes that if you construct an identity about being addict to something, is precisely the best trick to keep doing the drug and not even face what your real shadows you are trying to cover up. Classic how my father was. And your thinking is quite similar.
If you don't built an identity of being a 'coffee addict' why you build an identity of being opiate or heroin addict? What does it serve you? What kind of falsehood are you trying to avoid in constructing this type of stories?
Can´t you just accept the responsibility of actions? Withouth constructing a personal story about it? What is behind this construction that you are trying to cover up?