I thought it would never be....

[frostyangel]

Somedays, I look back at the past
I used to dream of things that would
never last..

what was this desire? Of being ever
needed? I couldn't understand why
I was never loved liked the others

Why was I such a disgrace? I never
knew that I could leave such a sad
mark upon your face.

I wanted to flip like an ocean time and
time again

I wanted to make you laugh
I wanted to make you cry


Most of I wanted you to keep
running back to never say goodbye.

Why couldn't I be one of those worshiped
ones? Why couldn't I be electricfying?

I'm just average. I'm just lonely.

I was brought up by something that
was unreconizable. I was mistrusted.
Just because I kept quiet. I didn't want
to cry for what was right. I just wanted
to die for such as my life....

I'm asking you to help me god. I hate
my self there for such as my life..
just allow me to be loved

if only for a short while.. i need some
time to feel important just before I
die.....

 

[bisKi]

Much love xoxo

 

[(Wordy)]

Hope it truly is only "somedays" you feel this way. Wishing you love and happiness!

 

[up all night]

I'm just average.

You're definitely not average, frosty. Touching words.

 

[TheTwighlight]

I like it. And I hope that you're just depressed. It's been a while since I've had any chance to read anyone elses poetry, but I've always liked what I've read by you, frosty.