wheretogofromhere
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- Sep 1, 2016
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Not sure what you would call it, but I'm pretty sure my girlfriend sleeps with other men, especially when she goes out of town, which is frequent. This has turned into somewhat of a fantasy for me.
She has had a past of promiscuity, and, to some degree, I think that person is still there. She flirts with anyone moderately attractive, yet she is holding my hand and loving on me in the process. Weird. At first I was annoyed, but I'm getting used to it. I'm not sure why she does that.
In the past, we were having some really kinky sex one night, and we were talking dirty to each other, and she told me it turned her on when I was giving her intercourse with a dildo, and fucking her mouth with my cock. She said it made her wet. I then asked her if she wanted a threesome, and she said yes. I then asked her if she would like a gangbang, and she said yes. I asked her where she wanted the cum, and she said “everywhere”.
We have had some kinky sex, and I love it. She loves it when I take control, and sometimes, just take it when I want it. She tends to like it a bit rough sometimes as well.
However, when I’ve mentioned doing a threesome since, she has said “no, I don’t want that; sometimes I just say that but I really don’t want it”.
I’m confused, because I am pretty sure she has sex with other men. She goes out of town a lot, and there are signs there that she does. Like I said above, she will constantly stare at other guys, and they notice, and they stare back. It’s starting to turn me on. Is that weird?
One time, a few years ago (we’ve been together for a number of years), she came home to the apartment we were living in, and prompted me for sex. When I took her panties off, and she was laying down, there was a white substance dripping from her vagina. I didn’t say anything – I just dove in and we had some amazing sex. I think back to that now, and wonder. I’ve asked several women about this, and have been told that the semen would have already dripped out into her panties before she got home, so that couldn’t be it. I still think it was, but I also think it was odd that she wanted sex with me if she already got some before she got home.
I have suggested in the past that, if she was going to have sex, I just wanted her to tell me about it – all the details. She emphatically denied that she had sex, and that was the end of that.
Why is she denying the very things I know she wants? Or am I going crazy with a fetish so I am too blind to see the truth? It doesn’t add up.
She has had a past of promiscuity, and, to some degree, I think that person is still there. She flirts with anyone moderately attractive, yet she is holding my hand and loving on me in the process. Weird. At first I was annoyed, but I'm getting used to it. I'm not sure why she does that.
In the past, we were having some really kinky sex one night, and we were talking dirty to each other, and she told me it turned her on when I was giving her intercourse with a dildo, and fucking her mouth with my cock. She said it made her wet. I then asked her if she wanted a threesome, and she said yes. I then asked her if she would like a gangbang, and she said yes. I asked her where she wanted the cum, and she said “everywhere”.
We have had some kinky sex, and I love it. She loves it when I take control, and sometimes, just take it when I want it. She tends to like it a bit rough sometimes as well.
However, when I’ve mentioned doing a threesome since, she has said “no, I don’t want that; sometimes I just say that but I really don’t want it”.
I’m confused, because I am pretty sure she has sex with other men. She goes out of town a lot, and there are signs there that she does. Like I said above, she will constantly stare at other guys, and they notice, and they stare back. It’s starting to turn me on. Is that weird?
One time, a few years ago (we’ve been together for a number of years), she came home to the apartment we were living in, and prompted me for sex. When I took her panties off, and she was laying down, there was a white substance dripping from her vagina. I didn’t say anything – I just dove in and we had some amazing sex. I think back to that now, and wonder. I’ve asked several women about this, and have been told that the semen would have already dripped out into her panties before she got home, so that couldn’t be it. I still think it was, but I also think it was odd that she wanted sex with me if she already got some before she got home.
I have suggested in the past that, if she was going to have sex, I just wanted her to tell me about it – all the details. She emphatically denied that she had sex, and that was the end of that.
Why is she denying the very things I know she wants? Or am I going crazy with a fetish so I am too blind to see the truth? It doesn’t add up.
