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I think i have a drug problem.

I was pretty much the same way your age along with my group of friends, I noticed that for us it was you either quit drugs completely, go deep into opiates and tranquilzers or moderate your use of the once in a while "party favor" drugs and continue doing drugs responsibly. I personally was never able to completely stop taking any drugs (weed is too good) but limiting my use of psys and mdma was the best thing I ever did for myself after using it excessively in my late teens. I was able to develop myself in my hobbies, school, etc to a point i hadnt thought i had in me before now that I had a new-gained focus. Good luck!
 
Man I'm 21 and I've posted a thread similar to yours. You're making the right choice, if you think it's an issue then it's probably an issue. 'Drugs and alcohol have always been at the centre of my enjoyment' - this really struck a chord with me, I've been drinking since I was 16, pot since I was 18, everyday since I was 19 and MDMA and others heavily for the past 18 months.

I'm clean for the next month too (bar rits to study) I'm 3 days off pot and I feel the better of it in regards mental clarity, it gets tough at night when I'm bored but I just need to distract myself.

At the end of the month I'm planning a massive roll, and from then on it's once a month and pot only at weekends, I want to control and enjoy my drug use and let it add to my life, not take over it and have all revolve around it.

It's sad when most good times you have with friends centre around getting high and I'm only beginning to see that.

Best of luck bro, if it's cool with everyone I'm probably going to post updates on here over the month as it lets me see my progress :)
 
yh please let me know how you're getting on. after this month i'm planning on using cannabis and alcohol on the weekends or twice a week and other drugs at parties or once a month. but if i have no reason to use then i'll just simply not. all the time i usually spend smoking alone i've now put into exercise and i feel soooooooo healthy :) definately the best way to go.
 
after 2 weeks of sobriety, i took some 2cb at a drum and bass night last night, felt great not beating myself up about it because it was an amazing event and sensible time to do drugs. had 4 tokes on a joint this morning before breakfast and now i'm going back to sobriety till feb, then just gonna stay sensible i feel pleased.
 
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