I take drugs for God

[ForEverAfter]

I won’t say that I’m the hungriest a man has ever been
But I will say this
I’m fucking hungry
Very fucking hungry
Nothing substantial to eat for around 48 hours
Just alcohol
Alcohol
Alcohol
I torture myself with drugs and alcohol
It is my penance
I take drugs for God

I drink like a drowning fish
Until I fall face-first into a concrete staircase and break my nose
Then I wake up the next day and do it again
To God’s Almighty Name, I drink

30 years old
30 years closer to death
Killing myself slowly
With every breath I take
With every heart beat, my body is weakening
I invite age inch by inch
Cigarette by cigarette
Needle by needle

This socially acceptable form of suicide

Life

Like taking a century to peel off a band aid
(As long as nobody notices
I am killing myself)

I am 30 years old
30 years closer to death
When the time comes, I will be ready

 

[pk.]

Holy shit.

Fucking lovely.

 

[Ashley]

Yep. Fucking awesome!

Ash.

 

[Tude]

Badass!

 

[Raasyvibe]

That was good.

Alcohol
Alcohol
I torture myself with drugs and alcohol
It is my penance

Wonder what you did to get into this state. Murder? Rape?

 

[Shrooms00087]

^


Jesus get a hold over your imagination

 

[lazydullard]

Lol. I used to torture myself with alcohol. Why? Still figuring it out.

I liked it. I take drugs for to glorify God!

 

[pk.]

Jesus get a hold over your imagination

fiction makes no-fiction and vice-versa.

this is more honest than numbers can communicate.

 

[Shrooms00087]

I forgot to indicate raas in that post :x

 

[Raasyvibe]

^


Jesus get a hold over your imagination

I forgot to indicate raas in that post :x

My response was clearly a hyperbole. It's a great peice of writing about recognition and repercussion of sin: guilt, penitance and God. I'm giving it praise.

Please don't bring thread down with peurile, anti-christian comments. The P&S board is for that.

 

[jenbloorxo]

Love your stuff. Never stop writing. you make it so detailed I feel like I'm in the same room.watching you!

 

[CoffeeDrinker]

Taking drugs for a penance is like suffocating yourself with a vagina.

 

[ComfortablyNumb95]

^^ lovely simile