I spit fire and breathe

[EverythingsEventual]

Everything is a joke now I think of it
I thought we were friends but I doubt it
Don't come so close just to run away again
I spit fire and breathe flames of blood red
I have travelled on a lonely path
For these months I've cried silver tears
Allowing the darkness to consume me
What's the point in me being here
Yes I love you and I love him
You're my friend and he's my ex-lover
Maybe you remind me of him
Or maybe just of who I thought he was
I don't know
But I'm sorry that seems to offend you
You've done what he did
You've pushed me away
I must be crazy to imagine you fucking me
It's just one of those insane things I do
Dark nights where I thought of you
Possessing every inch of my body
Holding me up with a single thread
But you've cut the cord and I drop
You make me hate myself for being here
For going the places you do
I'm burdened with feelings I don't want to have
Do I love him or you or who
I don't care to imagine where life will take me
To be honest I don't have a fucking clue
I just wanted to be loved and to be wanted
How is that possible
When there's you
We seemed to connect in a strange way
I thought you were my soulmate for a while
Even when I was with someone else
I had dark shivers for you
Don't fuck with my head any longer
Just say what you have to and leave
I am a woman of unbelievable power
I spit fire and breathe...

 

[cherub]

outstanding work,, sometimes things need to be said to move on.

I wanted to comment on this part:

We seemed to connect in a strange way
I thought you were my soulmate for a while
Even when I was with someone else

Not all soulmates in my eyes are meant to be the love of our lives,, some are meant to be in our lives in different ways.

hope you stay strong