I should just take the damn sub already

It is cold
And achey
And I keep cat stretching
Which is always a sign I'm in early WD

I posted a q about my sub WD intensity (what I should expect)... 150 views and zero responses, I'm impatient but I rarely ask questions on here and I respond to shit so quick so ... Please help me BL-ers!!i


I dun wanna take my sub I wanna kno how bad I'll get. I'm terrified it'll be awful Like 2-3 weeks later. I can't hack that. I can barely hack the week that comes with most opiates of abuse. Never mind the paws which for me are worst than acute cuz of my depression. I have been depressed as long as I can remember ... Anyway paws just make it like double depression and cause suicidal fantasies which is dumb because I'm not suicidal. Just tired of the mental shit every hour of te day. I'm not even getting into it beyond that

Hmmm I have one of my real friends in here I wonder if it's weird that I post all this personal shit. Meh when have I ever cared what anyone thought. Maybe I used to, but being a junkie has given me some perspective on judging people.


I want my damn ketamine and time is moving Sooooo slowewwwllllyyy .... Dopefeind time is slow as molasses. It's not even dope tho(h), it's k, so I should just chill the fuck out. K helps the boredom n shit I just do t too much an fuck up my insides proper. Boo



That is all

 

Sub has worked well for me in the past in small doses for basically skipping the physical withdraw. If I grab say just 1 or 2 of the orange 8's and take just peices for a weak or less I seem to skip any physical symptoms and not feel much withdraw from the sub. This does not seem to help with the depression that comes after however and help with that is a whole nother long response that I would still like to have more information on myself. This is just my personal experience and your personal habit may not produce the same results. I have in the past and recently chosen to go through all the acute symptoms myself just to maybe show myself the harm I am doing to my body if it is causing me this much pain just to heal itself. My advice is take something like <2mg sub and see if that eases is a little and if so continue to slightly lower that dose everyday. You have to choose your own path that is best for you but that is just one junkies suggestion.

 

I think I misunderstood your post. You are actually beginning withdraw from Sub itself. Again sorry I have no experience with this. What was your daily dose? How long have you been on them?