I screwed up. I have no money, I fucked up my job and my education. My university has currently withdrawn me, although I'm appealing. I've waited since the 14th of September to hear the outcome, have submitted further evidence but am still waiting. During this time I also managed to screw up my job, by missing 2 shifts due to feeling like utter shit and not being able to get out of bed.I've been a pathetic mess, avoiding human contact and spending a solid week in my room, just laying there, feeling like shit.
I felt slightly better a couple days ago, got out of the house and got on with applying for new jobs, meeting up with friends and contacting my uni's registry. But still, nothing. If they chuck me out, I won't get a student loan which will been I'm double fucked. My last pay check has gone, and my phone is broken so I can't hear if any of my applications have been successful.
What do I do? I'm back to hiding in my room, hungry, broke and pathetic, checking my email and hoping someone will get back to me.
I felt slightly better a couple days ago, got out of the house and got on with applying for new jobs, meeting up with friends and contacting my uni's registry. But still, nothing. If they chuck me out, I won't get a student loan which will been I'm double fucked. My last pay check has gone, and my phone is broken so I can't hear if any of my applications have been successful.
What do I do? I'm back to hiding in my room, hungry, broke and pathetic, checking my email and hoping someone will get back to me.