Firecrotch
Bluelighter
Why can’t I find a way to forget you?
Some nights it still kills, through and through
From time to time I wonder, what exactly happened to us
Did I truly not earn your trust, your love, your affection?
I must have done something to force your deception
But I tried, and I loved you with that I was
I will never know what was truly in your mind
I was lucky, a soul like your is hard to find
I somehow knew it must have an ending someday
But when it came, I still believed I could make you remember
Remember that cold night on the interstate in December
Look back and see the way I held you with all those tears in your eyes
Why can’t you see I would have lost all just to keep you here
I wonder if it was all fake, every single smile and tear
But the worst part is, you don’t care, nor will you look behind you
I wonder if you felt your heart burst as mine did with your touch
You told me you didn’t believe two people could love so much
You made the worst days better, and the better days the best
All my life, I will hold your memory tightly within
Once all was lost, I had no where left to begin
You took a part of me that I can never take back
It was like a losing battle to an emotional attack
I can’t feel your touch, nor can I remember how it felt
Even worse, my heart no longer knows the greatest of all human emotion
The Love, the passion, the little things, all the commotion
All that came out from inside of me I miss tonight
One day down the road I will hear you speak again
My probably is how to forget between now and then
Some nights it still kills, through and through
From time to time I wonder, what exactly happened to us
Did I truly not earn your trust, your love, your affection?
I must have done something to force your deception
But I tried, and I loved you with that I was
I will never know what was truly in your mind
I was lucky, a soul like your is hard to find
I somehow knew it must have an ending someday
But when it came, I still believed I could make you remember
Remember that cold night on the interstate in December
Look back and see the way I held you with all those tears in your eyes
Why can’t you see I would have lost all just to keep you here
I wonder if it was all fake, every single smile and tear
But the worst part is, you don’t care, nor will you look behind you
I wonder if you felt your heart burst as mine did with your touch
You told me you didn’t believe two people could love so much
You made the worst days better, and the better days the best
All my life, I will hold your memory tightly within
Once all was lost, I had no where left to begin
You took a part of me that I can never take back
It was like a losing battle to an emotional attack
I can’t feel your touch, nor can I remember how it felt
Even worse, my heart no longer knows the greatest of all human emotion
The Love, the passion, the little things, all the commotion
All that came out from inside of me I miss tonight
One day down the road I will hear you speak again
My probably is how to forget between now and then
