What is up bluelight? Well I am happy to say that I have moved out of my parents house again. I am renting a room with a good friend who has a nice house real clos to my job. Its a sweet deal too. Meanwhile the family drama continues. Mom went through my shit back at the house and found my stash of used needles I hadn't gotten around to trashing yet. There where probably 150 needles in the gallon size zip lock bag. Now she is all pissed and she gets so angry over this shit. While I am just over it. We have argued over it so many times that I just have no more words to spend on it. She will never understand and even if she could I never explain. How do you explain Pandora to someone outside the box?
They act like I should be really sorry and beg for forgiveness. For what? Having a drug problem? Sorry I said it once I said it a 10000000 times. Ill never understand what she thinks being a bitch to me is going to accomplish? She gets all sarcastic and tells me I cant quit and all this other bullshit. Well I am quitting because the relapse ran its course. I get bored with heroin after a month or four. And I am bored with it now. I have been clean on just suboxone for the last week and I feel great not a single honest craving.
I am going to be ok despite what people may say. I believe it so it doesn't even matter. Goodnight friends!
They act like I should be really sorry and beg for forgiveness. For what? Having a drug problem? Sorry I said it once I said it a 10000000 times. Ill never understand what she thinks being a bitch to me is going to accomplish? She gets all sarcastic and tells me I cant quit and all this other bullshit. Well I am quitting because the relapse ran its course. I get bored with heroin after a month or four. And I am bored with it now. I have been clean on just suboxone for the last week and I feel great not a single honest craving.
I am going to be ok despite what people may say. I believe it so it doesn't even matter. Goodnight friends!