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TDS I Really Need Someone to Talk to... Badly...

Druidus

Druidus

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I'm in a bad place right now. I also have absolutely no one with which to talk to about what's going on in my life right now, no one to help me deal with things.

My family is very judgmental, and, in general, only make matters worse when I attempt to reach out. My friends, at least where I live now, are not helpful either; I can't really talk freely with them. I feel like I'm constantly in a battle with myself to achieve even the most minor of daily tasks; a feeling which is exacerbated by all the shit I'm currently trying to fix.

I just really need someone to talk to right now. Desperately, I believe. It just keeps getting worse and worse as I try to function without any sort of social support.

If anyone would be so kind as to help me, just by talking with me, I cannot express how deep my appreciation would be. Anyone, right now, would be of enormous benefit to me.

If you're willing to help me out, please PM me with a Skype name, or some other real-time conversation utility. I'll be awake all night, just hoping that someone will PM me.

Thanks, TDS. I'm in serious debt to anyone who just talks with me, soon.

:|
 
Just getting on here and I'm still a greenlighter; so I think I can only get one pm; I'll talk with ya, I don't have skype; I could do facebook, I wouldn't care about that or even chat with ya on the phone if need be; Let me know
 
I have no real time chat or I.M program yet, but you've come to th right place to find decent caring people.. I'm always around.
 
Hope you have found the support you need.
Feel free to drop by The Dark Side whenever you need to offload some issues.
 
Are you doing better now? I hope so. <3 Please feel free to PM me whenever you want to chat.
 
Thanks, everyone, for the support. I can't begin to describe how much I appreciate it.

You're all fuckin' awesome, folks!
 
I am more than happy to talk to you :)

I know how it can be and I know how difficult it is when you can't talk to the people around you.

I know how important it is to talk to people, I can talk by PM or Skype if you still need someone to talk to.
Just take care and you have already seen, there are people here to help you :)
 
Druidus, it's what we're here for. All give and take, most of us come here to vent about our own issues to anyone who'll listen so what goes around comes around, only right to offer the same back and you'll find lots do that day in, day out here prepared to listen and offer some support. I don't use real time stuff like MSN and Skype at all and would be days too late here if I did but always feel free to vent about whatever's on your mind out here on the forum, or in PM if it helps. ;)
 
Things are getting better. My only serious issue is motivation to work on my university courses. I'm trying to build on that.

Again, thanks to everyone, and I really appreciate the folks who helped me by chatting with me.

Really, you're all awesome people. :D
 
Glad to hear it man. :)

There's different approaches you can take to working on motivation. Some people would suggest finding other people in your classes who you can team up with so that you can study with someone else.

If you study better by yourself, try to set up a good area to work in that is comfortable and doesn't have too many distractions.
 
Sorry man, just got out of class and seen this post. I hope you're in a better mind state now than earlier. If not feel free to PM me whenever or if you need to talk on something other than online pm me and i'll give you my Skype.

I feel you on the judgemental family, the only people who didn't disown me when I was (and still am going) going through my shit were my Grandma on my mom's side and my Mom and Dad/Sisters. My aunt's & uncles & cousins would be nice to my face but i'd hear the shit they would say about me. You know the usual routine. Anyway, now that i'm doing good and 11 months or whatever from graduation in Computer Science, they all act like it just never happened. Like, i'm not a recovering opiate addict and drug addict in general and that they never said mean shit or discouraging shit or just didn't give a fuck at all if me and my family starved to death. Fuck them. I don't associate with any of them. Everyone wants something when you're at your best or you're doing well, but the minute you're in need of any kind of support whether financial, emotional, spiritual, even food or a place to stay, you find out who the true loved ones in your life are. I'm sorry you feel like that, and I know that feeling all to well. Even when I didn't get high, I just used to have the attitude of "fuck it, what's the point in doing it?". I don't have any friends at ALL where I live now, I just moved here 3-4 months ago. I have people I associated with in class and the guy I get drugs from but that's literally it. I can't call someone up like "You wanna get fucked up and chill?" or anything like that. I'm not trying to say i'm worse off or better off than you, i'm saying the exact opposite. I know how you're feeling and have personally been there, and am there in some ways. If there's anything all you need, don't hesitate to PM me.
 
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