I Realize Now...

[Larr_E]

I realize now that insomnia is a true test of your witts
Gods own personal way of laughing at you
this is how they amuse themselves
they lull you into a false sense that in any moment you will sleep
then it happens...
absolutely nothing...
your mind races a thousand miles an hour
yet its completely dead at the same time
you hear things outside that are so small and minute
the simple fact that you're aware that it happened would astonish science
its like the come down off an acid binge
without the pleasures of little dancing elves
you stare at the clock as if its staring right back at you
4:30, 4:40, 5:00
then you say to yourself
"what the devil? what the hell happened to 4:50?
am i trapped in a time warp?"
You make up your mind
for some odd ball reason water will cure all your problems
but at the bottom of your glass all you find is despair
meanwhile, in heaven,
God and his buddies are laughing their sick fucking asses off at you!!!!
you some how know this
so you get pissed and decide to pop a handful of pills with a beer chaser
it was a battle of witts my friend
and you lost...
You go outside your home and say to the sky
"Good game my friend. Shall we play again tomorrow?"

 

[katmeow]

I like it.

you stare at the clock as if its staring right back at you
4:30, 4:40, 5:00
then you say to yourself
"what the devil? what the hell happened to 4:50?
am i trapped in a time warp?"

It's amazing the way your mind runs away with you when you are lacking sleep.

 

[colicolo]

So very true, nice.

 

[cherub]

Someone told me ,,,, Sleep= "little slices of dealth" and for that I will never forgive him,lol i use that as my excuse not to sleep. Sleep deprivation is worse then any drug come down..... great stuff hun,,,,, i enjoy your work each time you write !

 

[RareForm]

If only you had any idea of how much this relates to me.....such a true piece, which definitely strikes me personally...great write man..