When my parents gifted me $5,000 for graduating high school on time (keep in mind I on extremely rare occassion ask for money from my parents) my older brother started bitching about how he was never given that amount of money. They bought him a car, and no shitty car either, it was the car of his dreams at the time, an eclipse spyder or w/e at 11th grade! He likes to race so his car needed repairs that cost THOUSANDS to fix. Talking transmission fixes and all this crazy shit I don't know about, as if that wasn't enough paying for his tickets (speeding,lights, etc.) He graduated during summer, a semester late. They spent at least $12,000 on him by senior year. But this isn't the end of it, I had to live in the same room as his girlfriend and him because he never does take into consideration anything about anyone that doesn't involve him. For 3 fucken years. And no they didn't fuck while I was present, what's wrong with you. I didn't feel comfortable in my own home, the countless times I farted into their pillows and used their toothbrushes to brush my ballsack, in a sense yea, they both licked my ballsack, and I allowed it. I wish I would've allowed myself to lose control just once and snookie punched the two bitches. The dumb broad he called a girlfriend would just talk and talk and talk... Just shit seeping out of her mouth hours on end, far worse than Oprah or any of these whores that seem to have all the answers, how I didn't invest in a bark control collar for her fascinates me, the sufferings I've endured. Id probably have had to invest in a $3,000 lock since she was born with this god damned mouth, always moving, having to make a sound as if shed cease to exist if she stopped talking for a single minute.
For once in your pathetic existence can you shut your mouth for five fucken minutes? both live in a superficial world where you take advantage of people for most idiotic of things, poeple who want to help you, to the fullest extent. You preach family and practice everything but. I place horse shit on higher in a pedastool than you both. The only people I feel sorry for are my parents and my neice, born into a world where her own two parents can't even support themselves. So pure of heart and what's sad is that I wouldn't be surprised if that beautiful girl grew up into being a whore. The remedy for a weeping infant? Barney. Every fucking time. The shitty mother is by far more interested in barney than my neice is. I feel so sorry for her. And my mother, my mother can't help but feel guilty, I've told her time and time again how I feel about them but mothers just have this unconditional love for their children. Her own son drains her of life and puts it into something so selfish and dispensable and she continues to feed it. It reminds me of Dante Aligheiri's depiction of two men- conjoined, one gnawing the back of the head of the other, the only difference being that this isn't hell and there is certainly something she is perfectly capable but her family values just won't let her.
They moved out for about a year, then moved back in, what was supposed to be initially a week looking for a new home turned into a months, 8 months now. Raising a child in our living room, bringing company over and being loud, like they owned the god damned place when they both work and don't pay a cent for rent or food. These people don't learn from their mistakes. If murder was justifiable then here would be a perfect example. I've thought about it as much as any other person thinks about killing all the pedophiles and rapists in the world, but of course I have a life ahead of my own to live on. I just hope my mother grows out of this false sense of unconditional love for the parasite she calls her son. As for me, I must endure a bit longer before I get the fuck out of here and never see these two shitty less-than-human ever again. It isn't like me at all to wish negatively upon people at all, always the best, even if I don't like them but with these two, I can honestly say that hate them. I despise, I loathe, but I have never hated anything or anyone like I do these two.
