Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
A few months ago I relapsed hard on every drug I could think of buying...
One night I had been snorting fake oxy pills which were just straight fentanyl, snorted about 150mg of ketamine over a few hours, about 6mg of xanax and several beers.
I was nodding hard, and feeling ok, then all of a sudden I started having what I can only describe as "mini seizures". I've had several seizures in my life, and these felt like the beginning of seizures. They only lasted about 5 seconds, but I kept having them every 10 minutes for an hour or two.
Eventually, fucked up and scared, I called my sister and told her I thought I was having seizures. She didn't know that I had relapsed and I didn't mention it. Worried, she came over and watched me. She's seen me have seizures before so she was concerned.
I passed out on the couch next to her going in and out of consciousness. She told me that I started turning purple and was snoring incredibly loud and having labored breathing, so she would shake me and I'd wake up. It's really fuzzy at this point. She never called an ambulance because apparently I would talk to her when she woke me up - but I have no memory of this.
My brother-in-law came over. We have a difficult relationship, he is a former drug abuser. I'm not going to get into the details of why we don't like each other, but it really has nothing to do with drugs. He told my sister to just leave me alone, so she did.
I ended up being fine... but combining 4 different downers is incredibly stupid and something I know better of...
I still don't know what the "mini seizures" were. Never experienced anything like that before. Doubt they were even seizures.... with so many downers I should have been immune to seizures. Maybe hypoxia?? I'll probably never know.
Stay safe guys and don't be stupid like me.
One night I had been snorting fake oxy pills which were just straight fentanyl, snorted about 150mg of ketamine over a few hours, about 6mg of xanax and several beers.
I was nodding hard, and feeling ok, then all of a sudden I started having what I can only describe as "mini seizures". I've had several seizures in my life, and these felt like the beginning of seizures. They only lasted about 5 seconds, but I kept having them every 10 minutes for an hour or two.
Eventually, fucked up and scared, I called my sister and told her I thought I was having seizures. She didn't know that I had relapsed and I didn't mention it. Worried, she came over and watched me. She's seen me have seizures before so she was concerned.
I passed out on the couch next to her going in and out of consciousness. She told me that I started turning purple and was snoring incredibly loud and having labored breathing, so she would shake me and I'd wake up. It's really fuzzy at this point. She never called an ambulance because apparently I would talk to her when she woke me up - but I have no memory of this.
My brother-in-law came over. We have a difficult relationship, he is a former drug abuser. I'm not going to get into the details of why we don't like each other, but it really has nothing to do with drugs. He told my sister to just leave me alone, so she did.
I ended up being fine... but combining 4 different downers is incredibly stupid and something I know better of...
I still don't know what the "mini seizures" were. Never experienced anything like that before. Doubt they were even seizures.... with so many downers I should have been immune to seizures. Maybe hypoxia?? I'll probably never know.
Stay safe guys and don't be stupid like me.
