I not sure... I might get myself hospitalized. I'm upset.

[MedicinalUser247]

I've had a stressful week, I had to deal with having a catheter put in to do to urinary retention. I'm also off my Clozapine so I only sleep for two hour's a night. I'm just totally stressed out. I see my psychiatrist on moday I might totally breakdown in front of her. In that case I might get sent to the hospital. What your opinion on this should I just tough it out or should just go get taken care of ?

 

[daturetard]

I know this is gonna sound shitty, but if you really don't wanna get hospitalized just lie through the shit and be mechanical, ik it's easier said than don't but just don't trauma dump even if that's her job. Wait for a better time.

 

[MedicinalUser247]

Well I'm a sensitive man and I don't want to be mechanical. I've been extremely mechanical in the past believe me. That way of thinking is not good. And it's not like I don't want to be hospitalized I do. I just need the courage to ask for help.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Are you having withdrawals?

 

[MedicinalUser247]

I having a whole bunch of things withdraws included.

 

[JackARoe]

I know this is gonna sound shitty, but if you really don't wanna get hospitalized just lie through the shit and be mechanical, ik it's easier said than don't but just don't trauma dump even if that's her job. Wait for a better time.

I agree with this for now. I have faith in you MU. If you are not in physical harm of having a seizure or something I would create a safe space for myself, like the bed. Grab a book or put on a movie. In that space say no one can harm, not even your own thoughts.

Be well!

 

[Jnowhere]

I having a whole bunch of things withdraws included.

Do you still have the catheter? And what caused it?

 

[Skorpio]

If you think it will help you, do it.

Do you have the relationship with your therapist where you could ask for it plainly and your wish would be granted?

 

[Jabberwocky]

Well I'm a sensitive man and I don't want to be mechanical. I've been extremely mechanical in the past believe me. That way of thinking is not good. And it's not like I don't want to be hospitalized I do. I just need the courage to ask for help.

If you feel you should, or want to be hospitalized, then I would suggest advocating for yourself. I believe your doctor would like to know the truth so the proper arrangements can be made. Being able to kind of “check out” for a little bit, could allow you to get some proper rest, in a place where you feel safe. Do whatever you think is necessary for your own wellbeing.

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Hope everything’s going okay with you @MedicinalUser247

 

[MedicinalUser247]

Turned out to be a good appointment.

 

[Juicewrldfan]

Yeah- I admitted myself to
The hospital a few weeks back and it was a great experience/decision. I got stabilized on the correct bipolar meds and all and all they treated me great and with care. Being allowed to use nicotine 2smime breaks helped. I went to a mental health hospital tho

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Turned out to be a good appointment.

Aw good I’m glad

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Yeah- I admitted myself to
The hospital a few weeks back and it was a great experience/decision. I got stabilized on the correct bipolar meds and all and all they treated me great and with care. Being allowed to use nicotine 2smime breaks helped. I went to a mental health hospital tho

That’s great Juice

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Now I have to get my shit together with my PTSD so I can join you guys in getting better
Big hugs

 

[underairpressure]

I know it's tough, I know that feeling of wanting to just lose it and break down, it's tough when you don't even know if the result will truly be "helping" you though.

I have no advice, just wanted to say I get it