i need you here

[shasta]

i feel the pain and sadness
as my heart begins to race
i feel so damned alone now
and i always see your face
i dream of you everytime i sleep
and it tears my life away
i see you in the distance now
and with me i wish youd stay
i cant control my emotions
my heart is sinking down
from our one happy day together
im digging through the ground
i just dont know if i can make it
or even if i should
i want to know how to live without you
or even if i could
i need you here
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im gonna walk through the halls playing wow shes dumb by homegrown and the first girl that approaches me and says shes not dumb im gonna prapose to.....on the spot.....yay

 

[E-girl]

i want to know how to live without you

when you figure it out, please write an instruction book on it, and mail me your first copy.
its tough when someone becomes such a big part of your life that when they're gone, you cant remember how to be someone without them. i'm going through that right now and i guess the only thing i can say that wont be a polite lie is, it DOES get easier. not overnight, but with time. its a famous saying that "Time heals old wounds"... you know what? i dont think it does. i think times just learns to cover the wounds up real well, until you forget, or almost forget, that they're there in the first place.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes a chance. It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live."

 

[shasta]

the reply above was supposed to be from me but i didnt notice that my friend was signed in instead of me sorry for the confusion haza was supposed to be shasta but i messed up...... damn you dave
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im gonna walk through the halls playing wow shes dumb by homegrown and the first girl that approaches me and says shes not dumb im gonna prapose to.....on the spot.....yay

 

[shasta]

damn i suck at this but yeah wat iv been trying to say is thanx it helps to know someone else knows how i feel
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im gonna walk through the halls playing wow shes dumb by homegrown and the first girl that approaches me and says shes not dumb im gonna prapose to.....on the spot.....yay

 

[Haza]

youre crazy, tj...i didnt post anything...hehe
well im gonna get myself a lil groove on with the postin....nice poem, ive read it before
i heart shasta
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~Why be emo and cry about her all day, when you can be metal and go to her house, kidnap her and lock her in your basement so she'll be yours forever. ~Mackey