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I need to quit

sonicwhite

sonicwhite

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Some support would be nice as I have abused DXM off and on for two months now. I just have physical craving and slight nausea from withdrawals but I don't want to get sucked back into a place where I'm so low that I go thru a psychosis. I just need support from ya'll and a helping hand.
 
Don't associate yourself with people who can get it for you or people who could profit off you using. Just keep yourself busy. I've never had to deal with anything like this but when my buddy quit cigarettes he just played basketball non-stop and he had no urges
 
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Guess what!. I stole 2 4oz's of robotussin from the DG and they read the back of my liscene plate and a cop came to my house. Ask's me how as was and did I know why he was there. I said I stole two bottles of tussin and He was a nice cop. STill got in a record but, he hand cuffed me and I thought surely I was going to jail. Well after a few minutes He ask'd me to step out of his car and said I thank you for you honesty and I'm not going to take you to jail today but there will prolly be a warrent out for your arrest. He was like you have so much to live for then robotripping. And emphazide that doing this could kill me. After this shake up I woun't be stealing or buying anymore. It was a true wake up call.
 
Damn Sonic, that's scary. I'm glad the cop let you go instead of taking you in. Truly a wake up call!
 
Wow, you got very lucky. I hope it's an incentive to stop. Try to cut all threads with people who might trigger former behavior. If you're up to it you should also try NA meetings, I personally found them very helpful and you'll get a great support system there.
 
Man, I got a letter in the mail from an attorny saying I have charges and do I want to use him to defend me. Well I think the most I'll get is a 500 dollar ticket which is big. But, the cop could of took me to jail and I would of had to go thru a pr bond and every other thing that would get them more money. It's in the process and a bench warrent hasn't come out yet but now I'm stressing over this crap. Man, I stress to much.
 
Can't you see what this is doing to you??
Looks like this drug will put you in a jail one day if it doesn't completely turn your brain to goo.
Get off the cough syrup man. Dead set.
It will be one less worry in your life.
 
I went to the psych ward. I have been off this drug and I stress those who use it don't! Because this drug has made a fool out of me and well going thru total detox while 5150 show'd me that it's just not worth it. Now or in the long run. I was starting to go insane and my short term memory is fried. Don't know if that has anything to do with the xanax or not. But I'm going to pay my due's and stay away from drugs. Good advice.
 
funny how us DXM users always end up getting caught stealing it. I got charged for this as well, got let off with community service after being honest with the judge. If you can show that you are willing to change, that it was a mistake and that you are on a better path then i think you'll be met with some leniency. When the judge asked me why i was stealing cough medicine, i said, 'to get high'. It is stressful though, those times were pretty dark for me, feel much better not being paranoid i'm going to be arrested on a warrant all the time. Get it over with and you'll feel better, it's not the end of the world.
 
I told this lady in 5150 that I had stole this and she said there prolly going to give you a 500 $ fine but, I can see where they would ask me to do community service. It's just been on my mind. Alot of things have. I have no desire to go back to that drug because ya it seems beautiful at first but, at the end it has a ugly face.
 
I got a warrent out for my arrest now. And the bond is 500$ so I'm just going to turn myself in and get it over with. Any tips guys?
 
After everything was said and done. I got my court costs waived....Got 10 hours of community service which I did late but they still took it. The Attorney I had was great. On file they had all my diagnoses and All I had to pay for was the 2 bottle tussins I stole. Pay's to tell the truth. I had to go down a long dark hole to see where that crap was getting me. I went up to the store about a week ago and I was going to buy some but, I just can't get it out of my head that I went to an old buddy of mines house and he died of lung cancer a month later.....So I never want to go IP again for something stupid and in turn detoxing off of what I thought was a great thing. Xanax included. I have a record tho but.....
 
I'm glad you made it through okay Sonic. So are you still craving it? That's the roughest part after taking care of the legal stuff, getting urges to use. Wow it has been nearly ten months since this happened. Gonna message you, don't go away.
 
I don't crave it anymore. I get little bout's to where I have depression and I want out of it so bad that I'll do almost anything but, When I went to the store two weeks ago. Something inside me said you don't want to go down this path. Whther it be your last time or just led me back into addiction to a really dirty drug...... I am thankful for the cop and his swift action to atleast show me the hard knocks of life and atleast mercy on his end. Other then that I'm pretty much giving up drug's except phenibut and my medication.....I'm trying to wean off the phen....I just know what it took last time to get over the withdrawals and that was to dump it down the toilet. I went thru four day's of not being able to even nod asleep and that sucked. I wish I can get it to where I use maybe twice a month.
 
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