background: I have been on suboxone for over a year after getting clean from heroin. I am no longer able to afford the suboxone and must stop taking it. I made it through 7 days of the suboxone detox i was almost there but i relapsed on heroin for two days, totally erasing all my hard work.
It has been one and a half days since my last heroin dose, but I have been eating loperamide like it is candy just to feel somewhat more normal. I feel like i am doing more harm than good with the loperamide because I have read on this forum and others that it has withdrawals of its own. Yesterday I took 60 mg of loperamide today I took 30 but I feel like i need a bit more. I don't really want to take more than 40 today.
I just want to be clean and free of the withdrawals, but seem to get so close every time i try only to fail again.
Does anyone have any input about the loperamide specifically? or anything else.
It has been one and a half days since my last heroin dose, but I have been eating loperamide like it is candy just to feel somewhat more normal. I feel like i am doing more harm than good with the loperamide because I have read on this forum and others that it has withdrawals of its own. Yesterday I took 60 mg of loperamide today I took 30 but I feel like i need a bit more. I don't really want to take more than 40 today.
I just want to be clean and free of the withdrawals, but seem to get so close every time i try only to fail again.
Does anyone have any input about the loperamide specifically? or anything else.
