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Johniebwoi

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I've put myself in such a bad position..... I've started experimented with ecstasy for almost three years now and this year i just started nursing college a couple months ago. I roll two pills at least every other day and i smoke at least 5g of weed a week. i procrastinate on all my assignments to the last day and i study the day before the test. My writing is not even at the level its suppose to be and i just feel so helpless at this point. Every day that goes by for me i feel as though i cannot hang onto this habit(smoking and rolling) but i cant do anything about it because i feel like i need to roll to go out anywhere. Up to this day, i couldnt find any more molly, the stuff i get now its some brown stuff from my dealer and i wouldnt even call it m. i stay at home now feeling hopeless... some friendly advice pls???:(
 
The recommended minimum wait is 30 days in between MDMA sessions if not longer. MDMA depletes the vital neurochemical serotonin, and it's absolutely essential to allow this chemical and it's receptors repair themselves.

You can find more info in the directory (in my signature). I would take 6 months to a year off in your position, please stop doing this to yourself.
 
What Bsiren said. The only way it's going to get better is if you stop. Including the weed. I'm a regular smoker, but when it's interfering with school, it's time to take a break.
 
Another one of these threads. Sorry about the attitude but these are starting to get annoying.
 
I think you already know the solution to your problems: stop doing MDMA.

Now this might not very helpful, but you need to understand that no one other than you has the opportunity to improve your life. You need to be strong and make the first step. Get clean, hit the gym, start studying and eating well.
 
Johniebwoi said:
I've put myself in such a bad position..... I've started experimented with ecstasy for almost three years now and this year i just started nursing college a couple months ago. I roll two pills at least every other day and i smoke at least 5g of weed a week. i procrastinate on all my assignments to the last day and i study the day before the test. My writing is not even at the level its suppose to be and i just feel so helpless at this point. Every day that goes by for me i feel as though i cannot hang onto this habit(smoking and rolling) but i cant do anything about it because i feel like i need to roll to go out anywhere. Up to this day, i couldnt find any more molly, the stuff i get now its some brown stuff from my dealer and i wouldnt even call it m. i stay at home now feeling hopeless... some friendly advice pls???:(
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My advice is because I was exactly in your position years ago, and am completely fine from my previous mdma misuse which has, by most people standards would be considered astronomical. However, if you make a true change in yourself and stop all use of mdma immediately and start working out, getting in shape, eating right, exercising, over time (and it will take time) you should be just fine in the future. Just make sure that if you have any continuation of problems, it's more than likely due to the fact that you are continuing your use.
 
Also stop smoking weed all the time. Lack of motivation and weed do tend to go hand in hand in my experience.

I messed up my first year at Uni doing drink, drugs and sex (ah those were the days! =D) and I felt very much like you. Luckily I got my head straight. I wouldn't be surprised if you are depressed or have some underlying issues which you're covering up with drugs, I find this with people. The ones who take drugs the furthest tended to be the more socially awkward or something else. Moving to college, having to do exams or other similar changes take you out of your comfort zone and can lead to excessive behaviour.

Obviously I don't know you or anything about you but it might be worth thinking about it, Certainly nothing good is going to come from doing drugs all the time and you;ll struggle to get an accurate view of yourself with your mind clouded. Maybe you should confide in your parents, relative or friend?
 
neMMMM said:
Another one of these threads. Sorry about the attitude but these are starting to get annoying.
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Then STFU and GTFO. Stop trolling, no one cares if you don't like reading these types of threads, it's a harm reduction site so read the guidelines and go play with yourself, to be frank i'm sick of hearing your annoying ass whinning all the time.

I hate people like this. If you don't have advice, then don't post, simple as that.

OP, which matters more, rolling or schooling? You can smoke weed still, just lay off the rolls bro. I smoked weed everyday since I was 15 and graduated with honors and still do amazing in university.

Seriously, no more MDMA for atleast another year or more. Stock up on Curcumin, this is going to be your best friend, its a natural, and reversible MAO-I that works on the a/b sub-types, it raises serotonin, and it also increases BDNF which dirctly impacts the plasticity of your Serotonin network, aswell its shown to srpout new axons, to help repair some of the damage you may have caused.

Eat heathly, this will help more than ANYTHING, you dont even undrstand, exercise 5 times a week, and get adequate rest.
 
somedud said:
Then STFU and GTFO. Stop trolling, no one cares if you don't like reading these types of threads, it's a harm reduction site so read the guidelines and go play with yourself, to be frank i'm sick of hearing your annoying ass whinning all the time.

I hate people like this. If you don't have advice, then don't post, simple as that.

OP, which matters more, rolling or schooling? You can smoke weed still, just lay off the rolls bro. I smoked weed everyday since I was 15 and graduated with honors and still do amazing in university.

Seriously, no more MDMA for atleast another year or more. Stock up on Curcumin, this is going to be your best friend, its a natural, and reversible MAO-I that works on the a/b sub-types, it raises serotonin, and it also increases BDNF which dirctly impacts the plasticity of your Serotonin network, aswell its shown to srpout new axons, to help repair some of the damage you may have caused.

Eat heathly, this will help more than ANYTHING, you dont even undrstand, exercise 5 times a week, and get adequate rest.
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My annoying ass whinning all the time?... I do not know what you are reffering to buddy. I posted 3 replies like thus on similar threads. I've been here much longer than you so please show some respect.

As you can see I clearly said sorry about the attitude. The OP clearly could go through the threads and see what people recommend for situations like this.

Out of my 200+ posts I always supply quality feedback.

I did not attack you, so don't attack me.
 
Yes but your idea of harm reduction to a guy having drugs problems problems is to say he can keep on taking cannabis daily. You you might have not had a problem with weed but others do. People that are having those problems should avoid it. It's pretty well known as not helping with procrastination - something they guy has a problem with. So not sure why that's good advice to be honest. Nobody NEEDS to smoke weed daily. We evolved quite nicely to do without it. I would say daily cannabis use is abuse. It's become a part of your life and you and your mind adjust around it. Why bother? Save it for a party or a special night in and use it as a form of entertainment. It also causes memory problems for some time after smoking so it's not optimal for a learning environment. Harm reduction principles clearly point to not taking drugs every day.
 
Honestly i don't know how you made it this far, rolling every other day would make me literally retarded and emotionally retarded after the first week. Props to you for hanging out but i would highly recommend you change your drug to some kind of amphetamine like adderall or something. MUCH less damaging than mdma, and you can do it every other day to give your self that boost or w.e without fucking your self as bad as mdma. Honestly you better take the advice on this thread, this is not a joke. With other drugs people can pass it off and get away with it using it like you are. But with mdma, your setting your self up to be a life time emotional cripple. Not trying to scare you but mdma is the worst drug on earth to be using every other day, much much worse than methamphetamine.
 
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