DevinTheKid
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Okay, so I was prescribed Amphetamine Salts 10 mg (60 Capsules) a week or so a go. I do have ADHD, I have a very hard time focusing, it's hard for me to say whether or not the medication helps. Let's get down to the nitty gritty, I invite a friend over, we go out into my mammaws work shop and at first we were just planning an all nighter, we get some Monster and 5 hour energy. The plan was to free style all night with rap instrumentals from my laptop because we both have a passion for rap. I eventually decide to tell my friend about my medication and we ending up taking a shit load (10-20 pills each) the first night, we rap for hours and hours, it was sooo much fun, and not to mention the Monster and 5 hour energy we had as well. We didn't sleep, we stayed up until noon rapping than decide to go inside. At this point I'm paranoid and freaking out about my mammaw, we get past the odds and don't sleep at all the next day and do the exact same thing the next night, we take the remainder of my pills and go all night once again just rapping, the next mourning were still up and decide to go to sleep, I sleep 2-4 hours and get up to take my friend home. After this I go home and try to get my sleep and nutrition in but everything is now a struggle, I'm constantly tired and depressed now even though I have had plenty of sleep and I am paraniod like no other, I'm over thinking everything and find it hard to even communicate effectively, life don't seem fun and I've had many emotional break downs, I've cried and ate and slept so much, nothing is working, what do I do, I'm in pain, physically and mentally. It was Thursday night I embarked on this journey now it is Sunday and I'm a train wreck. I'm done with drugs, this amphetamine comedown or whatever it is has got to end. Is there any advice or any light that you lovely people would like to shed on my soul?
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