it hurts...but the best thing i think for you to do is either write to her or call her up and just to say wassap in a friendly way..i think in some way thatll help ease your mind. even though you may miss her..knowing that shes there [and hopefully open-minded] will make you feel better..
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always smile
AIM: ililonei
after i wiped up the tears that fell all over my keyboard after having read mella's post, i came here to read this, and i had another tissue all ready...
*smacks spencer upside the head*
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
*Choice, not chance, determines destiny*
"November is all I know."