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- Nov 9, 2021
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I miss drugs so much. They made me skinny. I weighed in my late nineties at one point and at another points i weighed up around 150 and now im 200. But shit you think thats the only thing i miss? Sometimes they led to an escape. They provided me with sensations. They were eye opening. They were pleasurable. They made me look badass.
I used to be heavy on alcohol, cigarettes, weed, and dxm. Ive done shrooms, hydocodone, and heroin a few times. What do i miss the most? It depends on the moment. Right now im missing shrooms for the hallucinatione and dxm althiugh i doubt i can actually get high off it anymore because i took dxm so much. Cigarettes sound nice. Weed not so much rn because i dont lile feelimg paranoid about my ptsd. Alcohol yes for the taste and feeling of not giving a fuck. Hydrocdone yeah thatd be nice but not my first choice. Heroin yes if i could get higher than ive ever been off it although i dont know if i didnt snort much or what but ive had better highs off shit than heroin.
Drugs made me skinny and i didnt even have to try. But they also make me depressed, and chemically imbalanced. I want to be clean. I also want to do drugs. Can you all persuade me to be clean? Thanks
I used to be heavy on alcohol, cigarettes, weed, and dxm. Ive done shrooms, hydocodone, and heroin a few times. What do i miss the most? It depends on the moment. Right now im missing shrooms for the hallucinatione and dxm althiugh i doubt i can actually get high off it anymore because i took dxm so much. Cigarettes sound nice. Weed not so much rn because i dont lile feelimg paranoid about my ptsd. Alcohol yes for the taste and feeling of not giving a fuck. Hydrocdone yeah thatd be nice but not my first choice. Heroin yes if i could get higher than ive ever been off it although i dont know if i didnt snort much or what but ive had better highs off shit than heroin.
Drugs made me skinny and i didnt even have to try. But they also make me depressed, and chemically imbalanced. I want to be clean. I also want to do drugs. Can you all persuade me to be clean? Thanks