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I haven't seen u in month's. I look at your picture from time, time. Your face, still very familiar. You are gone now, to a world away from mine. I can sence your presence at times. I know you are watching us. We miss you so much....all I have to do is look at Billy's face and I know he is thinking of you. As I sit here and write this, I remember the first moment we met, of the moment you introduced me to Billy. You are forever with us, in the spirit of our love. You, made that happen. You gave that to me and for that I will always love and miss you.
You are our angel....I feel you watching over us. Thank you, for the gift of love and for the privlage of being your friend. You gave me so much..........
I am sitting here, just got home from a party with a really bad DJ. ::lights a joint:: I have been having a hard time lately. I can feel the sadness starting to overwhelm me....I have lost one close friend this past April. I miss him terribly. My husband misses him more. My good friend has been away now since Feb. He is half way around the world. I sit and right and hope that his screen name will appear tonight, I hope he tells me that he is ok, and that the tumor is benign. I miss him, I am scared for him and I am slapped in the face by life once again. Right here, right now, is my only release.
I am sorry for going on in this fasion, but I have not a person to turn to, cause I speak my feeling. All I can say is, "yeah I have just been a little sad lately" Here I can just rant for hours, and feel the freedom and serenity of putting my feelings on paper. I can lay my emotions down word for word, and know when I am done that I will feel better. It may not be a drastic change, but for a moment I will feel calm and the anxiety will subside. I thank u for listening.....
I Love and Miss You Both....
p.s. excuse typos I don't feel like proof reading
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I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
Ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
GRRR ~U don't listen to music u feel it~
Sufferin-sucka-tash
AOL name: MaDHaTTeR92578
ICQ: 121509637
You are our angel....I feel you watching over us. Thank you, for the gift of love and for the privlage of being your friend. You gave me so much..........
I am sitting here, just got home from a party with a really bad DJ. ::lights a joint:: I have been having a hard time lately. I can feel the sadness starting to overwhelm me....I have lost one close friend this past April. I miss him terribly. My husband misses him more. My good friend has been away now since Feb. He is half way around the world. I sit and right and hope that his screen name will appear tonight, I hope he tells me that he is ok, and that the tumor is benign. I miss him, I am scared for him and I am slapped in the face by life once again. Right here, right now, is my only release.
I am sorry for going on in this fasion, but I have not a person to turn to, cause I speak my feeling. All I can say is, "yeah I have just been a little sad lately" Here I can just rant for hours, and feel the freedom and serenity of putting my feelings on paper. I can lay my emotions down word for word, and know when I am done that I will feel better. It may not be a drastic change, but for a moment I will feel calm and the anxiety will subside. I thank u for listening.....
I Love and Miss You Both....
p.s. excuse typos I don't feel like proof reading
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I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
Ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
GRRR ~U don't listen to music u feel it~
Sufferin-sucka-tash
AOL name: MaDHaTTeR92578
ICQ: 121509637
