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I just need to post Vs. wisdom, beauty, and baggage.. here hold this bag and ponder.

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i feel so stupid i told myself that i would never need a woman for anything other than sex and the only love i need is from my dad and g pa and the other type of love on has for a really good friend/s but i have a huge crush on my best friend i'm in love even when i was engaged i only felt friend love for the young woman just being friends with this woman and waiting for her to recover from her surgery to get an answer as to if she wants to be my girlfriend i love her almost as much as my dad and g pa she means so much too me and it makes me feel pathetic she (i'm sure) doesn't feel the same way but with the slim chance she does my head is spinning with excitement and nervousness i've always prided myself as someone who doesn't need a woman to make me feel ok but apparently i just hadn't had the right relationship with a woman to know how much better she could make my life i'm a mess i hope she wants me like i want her but i doubt it
 
Yum I lust for spicy food.

@Maya I just caught that first episode of AHS so fucking good.

I just got my man into Sleepy Hallow:D, finally something we can watch together that's not football.8)
 
My gf's friends are such bitches. Constantly making shitty comments, constantly talking shit like I'm not even there.

I've done nothing to them. Been nothing but nice but all they do is talk shit. I treat their friend better than she's ever been treated by a guy.

It's not my fault that she likes chilling with me more than she likes chilling with you. That shit ain't my problem.

My gf plays it off like its nothing. Tells me I'm thinking too much. And babe I dig it. I'm soaking up every minute with you cuz you made life worth living again. I know you love me and I love you and whatever happens I'm gonna be better because of this experience.

I guess its to be expected with a bunch of girls in their early 20's. But for fucks sake, give it a rest already, ok? Save that shit for someone who deserves it. I've had a rough couple years then the universe threw the most beautiful girl ever in my lap and you bitches have to fuck up my sunshine.

We all know she's too good for me. But let me enjoy this.
 
dude gf's friends ime can be one of two types 1) total bitches... cause they're jealous and 2)total sluts who try to bang you every time you're not with your gf... cause they're jealous
 
Stromboli sandwiches for the games today.. yummy. I think I'm finally ready to shift gears and crank out some significant positive changes and work my way back to the lifestyle I like.

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EDIT: tromboli not stromboli
 
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invite must have been lost in the mail star:) or maybe that damn post man that showed up with an out of state uniform stole it :sus:


alright of to cut the damn lawn.. i will never understand the concept of a the american variation on the enediable english garden nor joyfully partake in its never ending work... gad damn organic green carpets outside.. why why why........

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