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It's gonna be a parrrrrty :D

BRoI- you must be super excited! Chemistry is my thing too.
 
^looks like you two might work together in the Chemistry field someday :D
 
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getting divorced.shit.it doesn't look good in print.and i feel shame.
went to AA yesterday and it turned out to be a meeting for parents but also for whoever.
there I met my friend Jeff,he's almost 60(!),but is a good fucking person and his heart is in the right place.
he's into music like the Dolls,Zeppelin,stones which he owns a shit ton of boots.
I got Paris Burnin by the new york dolls cuz he happened to have a spare copy.
this music cheered me up a bit.

I don't want to relapse or whatever over this.

fuck,i don;t know what to do.
I have daily conversations with a therapist which my father who lives in another country pays for.
I'm 40 and recovering from heroin without a job and with mental illness too.

I guess just try to hit as many meetings as possible…..
hard to leave the house.

peace out everyone,life is changing.
 
^Good luck thedawn yes do the best you can and attend as many meetings. One step at a time hun
 
thedawn said:
getting divorced.shit.it doesn't look good in print.and i feel shame.
went to AA yesterday and it turned out to be a meeting for parents but also for whoever.
there I met my friend Jeff,he's almost 60(!),but is a good fucking person and his heart is in the right place.
he's into music like the Dolls,Zeppelin,stones which he owns a shit ton of boots.
I got Paris Burnin by the new york dolls cuz he happened to have a spare copy.
this music cheered me up a bit.

I don't want to relapse or whatever over this.

fuck,i don;t know what to do.
I have daily conversations with a therapist which my father who lives in another country pays for.
I'm 40 and recovering from heroin without a job and with mental illness too.

I guess just try to hit as many meetings as possible…..
hard to leave the house.

peace out everyone,life is changing.
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That sucks about the divorce. Maya is right try to go to as many meetings as you can n get as much support xxxx
 
Soo I had an interesting night last night to say the least.


Another house mate I let myself become friends with relapsed last night. He came home blacked out drunk, I talked to my roommate in the apartment across the street and he was cool with it so I got him out of the main house and into my apartment and basically baby sat him and talked to him about shit all night. Tried to talk to him about shit anyway he was pretty wasted... I did manage to get him honest at one point though and he was talking about a really fucked up experience when he was homeless recently, and I don't really know what to do now - He told me that a couple months ago he was walking around the city looking for somewhere to sleep for the night when some guy came and started trying to fuck with him. Apparently this guy was trying to touch/molest/rape him or something like that and next thing he knew< he claimed there was heavy violence> but some of the pieces were sort of out of sync as he was really drunk and I couldn't get the whole story put together. I don't know what to do though. He's still asleep and I know I need to talk to him again once he wakes up and he's sober, but this is actually pretty serious shit and I'm not sure how to approach the situation from here. I don't know if he's even going to remember telling me what he's told me so far. So i don't know what to do right now...

Another awesome night at sober living. :\
 
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