I Just Need To Get This Off My Chest

[ThatKronicKid]

Hey BLers, I really just need to let this out. I'm not sure why but I've been really depressed (yes it's diagnosed) almost to suicide over stupid things and also thing I'm not even aware of. I just want to forget it all and swallow a shit load of benzos so I never have to awake into my failure of a life. I just really don't know what to do anymore.

 

[sexNcandy]

Well, get it off then mate. Tell us about it.

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

Have a read through the suicide support thread, you might find some posts in there that you relate to. Send the person a pm and ask what helps them deal with their issues if you do. You need to be a bit more specific as to what you desire from the the thread you have made if you want a more detailed answer though I'm afraid.

Welcome to bluelight, have a look around and read some threads. I'm sure you'll find some stuff that is useful for you. Sorry you ar feeling so bad, I would encourage to open up a bit more once you feel comfortable then it will be easier for people to help.

Stick around for a while though, there's a lot of useful info here.

 

[T. Calderone]

Since you were diagnosed, did the doctor give you medication? Talk therapy is helpful, even if you have family, friends or school counselor to speak to. Also you can read the link in Owen's post and you'll find lots of people feeling this way. Don't be afraid to reach out for help!

 

[Maya]

^I second, talk theraphy would really help you and support groups if you would be willing to go into sessions.

Life is full of pain and struggle but it also has happiness, you just have to power it through and fight it. ♡♡♡