Anyone else like this? Although it sucked, and it was the worst times, and we were nuts, now that she's gone, I just miss her. Only a state away, but not with me. I wonder if it gets better?
I'd suggest posting this in sex and relationship chat personally buddy - you'll probably have a better turn out. But , if you are separated from someone you love it can be a minute away or hours - it always hurtsilke hell.
It will get better if you want it to... I know the pain lingers, reminders pop up in daily life... Love is melancholy but there is light to be found.
I miss my fiance alot and I fucking live with him if that says anything.
Sometimes even if you are with someone in the same bed they can seem like a million miles away, so at least you know the time you did share was real and even if you don't get back together, hold dear the good times and chalk the bad times up to lessons you had to learn the hard way BUT don't have to do again as long as you made the point to GET the point of the issues.