Hello everyone. I want to thank the people who run this site and make this all possible. I?ve been using it for many years and never joined. I am mild addict. I mainly seek to help my anxiety and chronic pain which has been hard where I live. Recently had my xanax script yanked away so I?ve been dabbling in other things to try and get rid of it.
I?m a film student and it?s very possible I might pop in asking questions to help develop charaters or storylines for screenplays for student projects and such. I was an art student for a while but switched to film in the hopes of working on project-based jobs on movie sets.
Recently I?ve been watching Patrick Melrose. If you like Benedict Cumberbatch, especially his performances as high/drunk Sherlock Holmes, you?ll love the first episode. I find druggy characters to be quite comforting because I?m a lonely addict. No one knows I?m an addict really. I just carry myself well and people just can?t tell when I am high or drunk. When I was growing up (school age, especially middle school) people used to say I sounded stoned all the time. But I never touched drugs until after I graduated high school. I think my autism just makes me sound monotone or something. I just seem dazed and chill naturally. I think people would notice if I was on stimulants though. I have bipolar so my mania or stimulants are the only two things that will make me seem high to others.
Right now I am enjoying a good high, I haven?t felt this good in a while. I hope it lasts.
Anyways I guess I want some company so I have decided to join.
I am American and I am in my late 20?s and I really really love eating sweets. I also love video games. They help my chronic pain too. Hope to make friends, thanks for having me.
I?m a film student and it?s very possible I might pop in asking questions to help develop charaters or storylines for screenplays for student projects and such. I was an art student for a while but switched to film in the hopes of working on project-based jobs on movie sets.
Recently I?ve been watching Patrick Melrose. If you like Benedict Cumberbatch, especially his performances as high/drunk Sherlock Holmes, you?ll love the first episode. I find druggy characters to be quite comforting because I?m a lonely addict. No one knows I?m an addict really. I just carry myself well and people just can?t tell when I am high or drunk. When I was growing up (school age, especially middle school) people used to say I sounded stoned all the time. But I never touched drugs until after I graduated high school. I think my autism just makes me sound monotone or something. I just seem dazed and chill naturally. I think people would notice if I was on stimulants though. I have bipolar so my mania or stimulants are the only two things that will make me seem high to others.
Right now I am enjoying a good high, I haven?t felt this good in a while. I hope it lasts.
Anyways I guess I want some company so I have decided to join.
I am American and I am in my late 20?s and I really really love eating sweets. I also love video games. They help my chronic pain too. Hope to make friends, thanks for having me.

