I guess i'm doing well by using 1mg suboxone 4 times a week right now instead of heroin. But then I think why the fuck am I getting myself addicted to this shit? If i'm going to be addicted to something might as well make it heroin or oxy instead right? Anyway, i've had no car for awhile and work has dried up so money is low. Which means getting heroin/oxy is a bitch right now and really only a possibility once a week if that. Not a bad thing but did I mention that I do not like being on suboxone. I really want to get some sober time in soon.
Go to some meetings. Sobriety is a state of mind. I'm sober but not abstinent. I'm on Suboxone....yeah I wish I could put it down but I will stumble without my crutch. Try going to a meeting and meeting some sober folks to chill with
